Symphony of Freaks

Cloud 8 1/2

*Tommy's POV*

As usually I woke up in the middle of the night and felt wide awake. It was way too hot in that bed, something I'm really not used to since I'm cold almost all the time. When I was younger there were times when I actually doubted that I was even human. My skin was always cold, but I never was really freezing to the point it felt uncomfortable. My skin is also super pale eventhough I have lived in California all my life and none of my parents are as pale as me. Back then the thought of myself as a vampire seemed appropriate to me; lastly but not leastly was that thought completed by my uncommon obsessions that I already had as a kid just didn't know how to phrase them.

Anyways, today I know I'm just weird.

Thinking of uncommon obsessions though, I felt myself blushing as I remembered what I did last night with one of those obsessions. Not gonna lie, I was proud of myself. In that moment I also discovered that Adam lightly snores, and for some reason I thought it was the cutest thing I have seen in quite a while. I found myself  asking if this would maybe annoy me once we would get married. I cringed at my own thought and pushed it away quickly. Adam seemed to have transformed me into some awkward needy teenage girl. I definitely felt just as fuzzy. And I also wore just as much bad make-up. It was still pitch black outside and I decided to let my mind wander for some time until I would fall asleep again. Or not. Who knew. Suddenly Adam's phone that was laying on the bedside table rang. I carefully glanced over to his side and saw that the caller ID was unknown. Adam seemed to be sleeping really deeply and I didn't know wether I should wake him up or not. Eventually I decided to let him sleep and tell him in the morning. If it was important they would call again.

I cuddled up to him in order to fall asleep again. It was still too hot but I didn't care, I had to feel his skin against mine, hear his heart beating steadily to calm me down until I drifted further and further away. And surprise, surprise: the next morning we both slept through the Alarm and got at some point brutally woken up by Isaac banging against our door. I was slightly sooner conscious than Adam and wanted to get up to tell Isaac that we in fact were still alive eventhough he earlier made very loudly clear that he doubted that. Before I crawled out of bed though, I caught a quick glance at Adam in the process of gathering what was happening around him, looking at me like he just witnessed a murder. I could't help but loudly laugh at the sight of him. It was really rude, I know, but he looked hysterical. Adam growled a short "What the fuck?" before he lazily tried to hit me with a pillow but I luckily escaped, still laughing and hurried for the door.

"Where the fuck were you?" Isaac greeted me like a real gentleman would.

"In the land of dreams?"

"Don't fuck with me, I was worried!" He shouted and laughed at the same time.

"I bet you were. Adam's gonna kill you by the way. Don't you know to never Interrupt the sleep of a princess?"

"Heard you, Bitch!" Adam yelled from the bed and weakly threw another pillow in my direction.

"Good." Isaac and I both said in unison.

"And now the princess wants her prince to come to her or otherwise you will be sorry." Adam demanded ironically.

"You heard it. I have to obey."

Isaac scrunched up his face: "I didn't want to know that."

"Ugh, come on." I slammed the door shut and heard our drummer dirtily laugh behind it.

"Now fuck off!" I yelled-laughed.

"Don't worry, I won't listen to you two."

"Better for him. He would be traumatized for life. And jealous. He would be so jealous." Adam commented with that famous glance of his and I couldn't pay attention to anything else anymore.