The Better Brother

Chapter 9. Ill do Whatever i Want

"Matt tried but he's just having a really hard time you have to understand that they were each other's first you know like from the sandbox." Caroline tried to explain to me. I just nodded not wanting to talk about Nyx's ex. It was just me and her that we're left in the living room. Damon, Nyx and Bonnie were all in the kitchen cleaning up.

"That's a really nice scarf." I commented. I knew what Damon was up to. I could hear his conversation with Nyx in the kitchen. He was using Caroline to do his dirty work and distract me so he could get Nyx by herself.

"Oh thank you it's new." She said smiling at me.

"Can I see that. I mean would you mind taking it off?"

"Oh I can't." She said without hesitation.

"Why not? You okay?" I asked concerned.

"Ummm...all I know is that I can't take it off." She said not understanding why she couldn't.

"What are you two kids talking about?" Damon said entering the living room at the prefect time. He then sat down on the armrest next to Caroline.

"I was just commenting on her scarf." I pointed out. Damon hummed and looked down at Caroline not impressed with me at all.

"Hey you know Nyx and Bonnie are finishing up the dishes why don't you see if they need any help?" Damon asked sweetly.

"Does it look like I do dishes." Caroline laughed at him.

"For me?" He continued.

"Hmmm...I don't think so." She said rolling her eyes at him. For a split second she looked over at me to see if I was laughing along with her, but she soon looked back at Damon.

"Go see if Nyx needs help in the kitchen."

"You know what I'm gonna go see if Nyx needs help in the kitchen." She repeated.

"Great!" Damon said sarcastically. She got up and disappeared into the kitchen.

"They are people Damon. She's not a puppet she doesn't exist for your amusement for you to feed on whenever you want to." I explained to him.

"Sure she does. They all do. Their whatever I want them to be. They're mine for the taking." He gritted his teeth playfully.

"Alright you've had your fun. You used Caroline. You got to meet Nyx. Good for you, now it's time for you to go." I said sternly.

"That's not a problem because I've been invited in and I will come back tomorrow night and the following night and I'll do with your little cheerleader whatever I want to do. Because that is what is normal to me." He said placing his hand on my shoulder, giving it a hard squeeze letting me know I have no control over him and there is no use in fighting him. He's too strong.

"Tonight wasn't that bad. I had fun." I told Stefan as we both sat on my bed. Everyone had left and it was just the two of us now.

"Hmm, that makes one of us."

"Come on your brother isn't as bad as you make him out to be." I said but he pushed his finger against my lips to shut me up. I smirked at his dominance liking the way he grabbed ahold of my chin bringing me in for a kiss. I wrapped my arms around his neck while his hands slipped around my waist tightly.

I couldn't help myself and pushed Stefan down onto my bed so I could climb on top of him. Our kiss was becoming more heated and more rough. We pulled apart as he quickly pulled his shirt over his head. But it wasn't Stefan. No it was Damon who laid underneath me now. Smirking up at me.

His chest, abs and his arms were perfectly sculpted. I stared at him noticing every small detail about him. He seemed much larger than Stefan. I leaned down slowly as my hand grazed up his chest making sure he was really here with me.

"Hm-mh." Damon groaned out liking the attention I was giving him. My mouth hovered over his for a moment, teasing him lightly until I caved. The kiss was better than I imagined. Damon's hands slid up my legs grabbing ahold of my ass gripping it tightly. It caused me to grind against him which made our kiss more needy. God why did this feel so fucking good? I could feel myself getting lightheaded. My hands slipped behind his head and I ran my finger through his silky black hair. He sat us up, pulling apart from the kiss so he could lift my shirt over my head. He disposed of it somewhere in the room. Then quickly flipped us over as he trailed kisses down my neck and to my boobs. I gasped as he moved closer and closer to my....

"Oh my fucking god." I said sitting up in bed trying to catch my breath. I placing a hand over my chest then brushing the hair out of my face. Why the fuck did I just have a dream about Damon? I pulled the blankets off of me and got out of bed to head downstairs to get a glass of water. I tried to forget about that damn dream but for whatever reason I couldn't. I quickly made it back to my room and laid back down. All night I kept tossing and turning. Before I knew it my alarm went off for school. I rolled out of bed cranky due to the lack of sleep and decided not to wear my cheerleading uniform today because Damon's right I should quite. God even mentioning his name was giving me flashes of my dream. I need to stop! EVERYTHING! I need to stop pretending and just be me already. I deserved to be loved for who I am not what other people want me to be. And I especially need to stop thinking about Damon!

"Hey no uniform?" Bonnie asked giving me a smirk. I looked down to see black skinny jeans, white top and my black cropped jacket.

"Nope it's not me." I admitted to her.

"So does this mean I'm finally getting my best friend back?" She asked getting excited.

"Yes you are." I smiled at her.

"Yay!!! I've missed her." She said pulling me into a hug.