BOOK REPOSITORY(ONESHOT COLLECTIONS)

10. TIME

Title: TIME
Genre: BL - TRAGEDY
Theme: ROMANCE
Language: ENGLISH

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Nico's POV

At the first day of my college, I meet a guys named Elio, like other boys, he's not that talkative.

He is unreasonably cute, and alot of my classmates like him. He mught get popular if he ever communicate with others, but he always stays quite amd mind his own business.

But! I'm his opposite, I'm talkative and noisy , I seek for everyones attention, that made me the president of our class.

I'm not shocked at all, because I made it happened. I make sure I get the position, and I didn't mind the consequences of it.

Everyday, I make sure everything goes perfect and my classmates talk about anything, staffs and other topics.

I can't sleep without thinking about them, like if we had assignments, if all of them got the right answer, or even they did it at all.

Other than that, Elio is a bit hard to communicate with, but he hung along.

He had a problems in terms of time management, to the point that we had to talk our staffs about 3:00AM.

And it takes us two a lot of time before, we say we had in common, and a lot of differences.

But the facts that, I started liking him doesn't change the way he talked with me.

I like the way he talk, the way he walks, and the way he keeps dreaming and wanting to reach somethings even a lot of obstacles passes his way.

I help him a bit, by answering his assignments, quizzes and other things. And he always treats me.

I'm so happy for us two, I'm happy to be his friend and I'm so thankful to meet someone like him.

At our first date, we had a big problem, its unfortunate that our teacher suddenly called a class, and we two straggle on it.

We had a lot of fun and forgot about it. I did not care of entering our class, I just want to look at him, talking.

He entered the class, and I just keep looking at him. I doesn't mind the attendance at all, I just look at how he smile with shyness.

After that commotion, we go home.

Just like nothing happens, we talked again at early in the morning.

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"Would you like to have date with me at Star City?" he ask.

At first I laugh, I thought he was just joking. But he isn't, so I stop and said

"Sure of course, if its your treat" I answered.

Even though its my treat I would be happy. Its the best thing I could ever had in my intire life.

I always wanted to have a quality time with a guys I love, yes I love.

Its not like anymore, its not just crush but a pure love affection witj him.

Thinking of him every night, and dreaming of him, kissing on the lips, a fascinating fantasy of mine.

About a days, weeks and months past away.

I straggle from anxiety, depression, stressed out and I no longer think of anything.

A lot of things happened in my life, to the point I made a lot of mistakes, that I can no longer fix.

I lost someone I love, I destroy the bond of our Classroom, I made an issue wuth other people, and I bullied someone.

I was so dramatically emotional imbalance at that day, and I becomes someone else.

Then, I found him, a person I can hold on. He doesn't know what happened, and I don't want him to know.

I'm drained, and I know he is straggling too. So I just keep my mouth shut. And have a first ever bitter fake smile in front of him.

We had talk, and I keep my fake smile as if I'm all alright.

I walk my way home, I sleep out of crying.

Then a sudden call from our classroom, its 12:00 midnight, I answered and I saw them talking about me again.

I want to explain with them about it, but they keep talking and doesn't care of what I'm saying so I hung up.

And I suddenly realized, they had involved him as bait me to answer their calls again.

He was removed from our GC, and it changed the weather inside my stomach.

The butterflies turns a poisonous bees who wants to sting them. I'm out of temper.

A range brings out, and burst my anger and pain.

I ask them to stay away from him. If I did some mistakes, just leave him a lot he doesn't know.

But they didn't listen, and he gets angry to me.

I though that they may tell him something about me, to the point he doesn't cared to listen or tried to understand my feelings.

I was so hopeless, and almost cut my life in oneself. Thinking of changing course, major, or even coming back to the hell I come from.

But a lot of people keeps begging me to keep my feet firm and stand for what I have to tell.

At least I tried. I talk with my classmates about it and hoping that they forgive me for what I have done.

I don't ask forgiveness, pity or friendship, I ask for my self-concept and piece of mind.

Then out from nowhere he messaged me.

I feel the joy until-

"How to drop out?" he ask,

A tears from eyes keeps flowing down. We made a lot just to make things okay.

We tried everything so that he could do it, but he gave up just like that.

I dare to ask again, if he could try try to think of it again and not to surrender easily.

I want him to fight, he can do it if he tried and tried, I'm still here to help him for anything he need to.

But NO!

From what I'm thinking, a sudden realization makes me think of anything.

I was so despair of something for someone without thinking of what he might felt right now.

He ask me not because he doesn't care of what my feelings is. But he ask because he knows he needs too.

So, I answer politely and justify the things we had been through.

A days had past, and me and my classmates had a good conversation, we had a deal, and it takes us to the idea of unwinding.

It may takes them some time to forgive me. But on my side, I forgive them already.

There is still some doubts on my side, a lot self assessment and it provides me an understanding of my human nature.

Eleo and I still a friends, but... Time past away and a silence become more like a clear skies.

A ticking clocks, Time moves and never stops. Had a quality time with a person you love, because someday that person might left you, even though your not aware about it.

TIME is a limitation
It may takes a lot of time to think of what you want yo happened.
But in reality, you can't make it allon your way.
A changes of path, a direction of lifes keeps changing over time.

Loving someone, isn't hard to do
But, finding someone who wants you too?
That may takes TIME for you to search for that person to come into your Life.

Life is a a mystery, Time is Gold
A beautiful days past away so easily
A once Fantasy life changes
Just keep going, someday you'll might make a better life, than what your expectations.

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