Randomness from Mrs random queen

Sup guyyss

Just a quick update on my life.

Well recently I've been shipped a lot and now I'm starting to develop feelings for him, my friends seem like they're all getting they're periods because they've cried a lot more than they usually do and have been snapping or barking orders or just being plain mean to us, I think some girl thinks I'm competition for the guy I'm getting shipped with but that girl better back down because we're already like the perfectly imperfect pair, my friends have been my friends then not been my friends over and over again and a few times it actually made me depressed and after a while made me have a meltdown, my school is ending on the 12th and Eden (EEdn41736) my BFF is telling me to step up and ask for the guy I've been shipped with's number which I've repeatedly said no to because I know my friends would remind me over and over and it would completely destroy my social life and almost be like bullying or being controlled since everyone already tried to force me into making a move or touching, talking or even standing near him, my dads starting to get on my nerves more often, probably because he's always telling my I need to work out and it makes me feel fat or insecure even though I shouldn't, but sorry I can't help it, my mom is getting worried about being skinny and everytime I tell her why she gets mad at me for taking my dad seriously, hit what else am I supposed to do? He sends me health links that he makes me read or tells other people that I'm not working out or that I'm lazy, one time it got so bad that I curled up the couch and tried to refuse eating dinner after only having a few carrot sticks for lunch that day, my mom then asked me what I wanted to eat and I said nothing and she asked me why and I said because dad thinks I'm fat, lazy and good for nothing and then melted down, she then told me to stop crying and that I shouldn't take him serious and when he says things like that he doesn't mean to hurt me, but I highly doubt that now, I've begun to start walking home and I feel more free and open, but still most of the things going on in my head and my heart are saved for my best friend and only my best friend. Thanks for even reading this, don't worry about me in fine now, have a nice night, day or afternoon whatever time it is where you are :) Bye -❤️Elise