'y/n why weren't you at the scene this morning?',
Holt asked me, I let out my breath slightly not looking up from my paperwork,
'I had something personal',
I said, he opened his office door,
'my office y/l/n',
Holt said, I stood up out of my chair and slowly walked into his office avoiding eye contact with the rest of the team, he shut the door as I walked into his office,
'y/n tell me what is going on',
Holt said walking over and leaning against his desk. I felt the tears begin to form in my eyes and I let out a shaky breath and avoided his eye contact,
'Holt I am going to either need some time off or a transfer',
I said shakily, Holt looked at me confused,
'y/n you know I will only let you do one of those things',
Holt said to me, I shook my head at him,
'I know Captain but I just can't be here',
I said my voice wavering,
'y/n we don't do secrets remember I've told you that since you were young, so tell me what is going on so I can come up with a solution',
Holt said in his father figurely tone, I let out a slight breath,
'I don't know if I can tell you Holt because I know you'll be disappointed in me',
I said, he shook his head at me as a way of saying it wasn't possible,
'Holt I'm pregnant and I'm going to do it by myself because Jake and I broke up before I even knew I was pregnant',
I blurted out, he nodded his head at me,
'you're not doing this by yourself; I'm here and as for work you're going to work until you can and then you can be here doing stuff in house; y/n you are not throwing your career away because of this',
Holt said, I nodded my head smiling at him for his support,
'but y/n you also need to talk to Jake about the reason he broke up with you so suddenly',
Holt said confusing me, I nodded my head at him and stood up walking out of his office,
'Thanks Captain',
I said before leaving. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Jake looking at me concerned, I walked to the locker room just needing a moment to myself to process the conversation I had just had as well as everything that was going on. I sat myself down on the bench in there when I heard footsteps approaching,
'y/n?',
I heard someone somewhat ask, I realised it was Jay,
'yeah',
I said unsure of what I should say, he walked around to where I was beginning to lean again the lockers,
'you want to talk about what just happened?',
Jake said, I shook my head at him slightly not wanting to cry,
'y/n I just got dragged in to Holt's office; being told I was responsible for you questioning throwing your career away',
Jake said, I looked up at him shocked not sure whether to be happy or angry about what Holt said,
'I'm pregnant'.
