RESILIENT [KOOKV]

Thirty

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These are the signs. A blatant reality smashed right into the Queen's face. He needs to leave this premises at the moment, this isn't him. He realized he was becoming exactly what he hated in his husband. Disloyalty.

What have he done in a heat of the moment? Let another man touch him when he was still tied to another man with promises?. Those seem like empty promises but still.

Another waves of realization hits him. In his hunt for distraction, he might have step into a kind of mentality he never had or was thought to have. Was this the start of Lee in ho antics too? Was he stressed looking for a bad distraction but ended up getting addicted?.

Yes. Jungkook was requesting him to hand over a ring that meant nothing to him but still that only seem to drive taehyung out of his headspace. Does he look that desperate to disrespect the promises he spilled out of his own mouth years ago?. He wants and need to know jungkook's intension in helping him now---

Jungkook who was watching the Queen swam in heaviness of self guilt decided to step in, he never knew his request would be bring this reaction out of the pretty boy.

If he'd be honest, he expected a blatant No to be spat to his face instantly or the unexpected..... Which is taehyung giving in to his request. But this reaction from taehyung wasn't part of his thinking so he was dejected, he try raising his hand to hold taehyung but the man step back from instantly which make jungkook feel bad for himself.

Jin has always said his cockiness will cost him something one day and yeah. It did, he cost him a good night he'd have had with the queen and a good friendship that'd have formed between him and the said man once all these drama get settled. Now they're back to zero or something probably worst than zero because with the gaze taehyung lifted upon him , he knows the list of the people that loathed his arrogance has been updated.

"Do I look that desperate to you?" The question throw jungkook off the edge, he open his mouth to reply instantly but bite his bottom lips when he process what's about to happen. His words would decided what to expect from taehyung, even tho this man allow him to be his comfort place days ago. That still doesn't change the fact that taehyung remains the Queen of the country at the moment. A shot of order from him could cost jungkook a lot. A lot to that dumb decision of not having anything to loose earlier.

So he understands he needs to thread carefully. This man standing infront of him seem at the edge of bursting out, and jungkook don't ever want to be a scapegoat of someone who's about to have the biggest mental breakdown of his life. Finally, the Queen seem to be having a face with his reality.

"No taehyung---

"Is that what I look to you? A fucking sl*t who's desperate to get fucked by you?!" Okay this is taking another turn that makes jungkook think he shouldn't have invited taehyung to his house tonight.

But again. This wasn't his fault or is it? Helping a man in his vulnerability state is a bad thing now?. He understands taehyung wasn't in his right state of mind right now but does jungkook really have to take the blame for all these. It takes both sides to commit fornication tho and he badly want to spit that out to taehyung's face but he decided against it. He took the decision to help this boy and he's sticking by it even if he won't getting the heaven blessing of taking the Queen's to his bed again. A clean friendship wouldn't hurt right?.

"I told you it's not like that, you're everything but desperate-- I don't know what exactly is going on in your head-----

The rest of the CEO's words didn't reach taehyung's ears, the pretty boy tremble as his knees give up on him and he crouched down to buries his face in his hands. The voices in his head seem unstoppable.