RESILIENT [KOOKV]

Thirty-three

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The Queen knows his incompetence when it comes to good-byes, he was never the best when it comes to letting go of someone's fairly close to him. Without weighing in maybe the closeness was one side, his mind will only keep holding on tightly until it starts hurting and get unbearable. With the thought like; what if I regret letting them go? What if they're the only one meant to be by my side?--- and unending what ifs.

He was into the same dilemma feels with mind wrecking, just like when he starts seeing the king in different light. But then he can't just abruptly leave everything behind.

In conclusion. He's bad at goodbyes.

Jungkook is leaving the country. The words keep resonating in his ears even after hours jimin left the palace, the said male has invited him to Jungkook's farewell party but he politely declined. Using the king's tantrum as some excuses.

How'd he face jungkook after last night? After he had use the man as drainage of all his pent up anger even when the CEO has been nothing but a help to him. He's not the cause he was mentally messed up and was always ready to trade his heart at such gentle and loving gestures.

Taehyung sighs turning the other side of the bed, he must have been deprived of love so much in his previous life. That'll only explain why his stupid heart will fall at any human kind gestures.

He should be out of his bed, either to apologise to jungkook before sending him off or to cry pathetically and ask the man to stay--- but what rights does he have to ask of such thing from jungkook.

Maybe this was for the best, maybe this break is exactly what he needed to get his mind together. Maybe this blooming feelings will get to die slowly with no water to help them bloom beautiful, yes jungkook leaving is the best thing he needed right now.

He need to apologise for his behavior , at least keep a good relation with the man before his dispatched.

With that conclusion, he jump out of his bed getting his phone to ask jimin for jungkook's address---- which makes him chuckle to himself sarcastically. Jungkook's address? Even tho he's only been to the CEO's house few times, taehyung sure knows he'll be able to locate the place even with his eyes closed. But no one needs to know that right?.

When he come out of the bathroom, a notification sound from his phone indicated jimin has sent the address. It takes his time getting ready, it's not like he was putting effort into his appearance but that's exactly what he was doing---- which makes his body freeze suddenly.

His gaze move to the full length mirror in his room and sighs, he's becoming like that again. He's becoming that person who'd do anything to please the one he likes......

"I'm seeing him for the last time yeah" he mumble to justify his action, getting a set of Pearl earrings he got from his parents on his wedding day with the necklace and bracelet set---- is he getting over dressed? Yes. Is he aware? Definitely.

It's a farewell. Nothing more.

Contemplating on an anklet for about fifteen minutes but later decided against it, instead he brush his black hair down leaving the bangs right above his eyelids. His gaze fall on the clock on the wall which causes him to grimaced at the time he spent on dressing up....he quickly apply his lip balm before getting his phone and car keys.

He met with the king on his way out but the man only burn him under his gaze before scoffing out loudly, taehyung didn't even spare him a second gaze before rushing out of the palace building.