Dying for Adam Young (Owl City fan fiction.)

Dying for Adam. (For Adam Young fans/ Hootowls)

That was the morning it all hit me. What was happening.

I'd been diagnosed with leukemia. Life changing. Life ending in fact.

"Morning babe." My best friend Becky whispered as she nudged my shoulder. I showed no signs of moving, probably because I didn't want to move.

''Wake up like an early birdie and we'll get a head start on the day..."  Becky played through her iPhone. She knew that was the only line that could wake me up.

"No fair!" I groaned but dragged myself up out of bed.

"Adam's Q and A last night was pretty awesome huh?" She said as she scrolled to find the reply he had given her. I smiled happily for her seething with jealousy at the same time. I was so tired last night, partly to do with the leukemia, also because I got dragged along to fitness classes as my Mom got informed it may prolong my life if I keep fit. She is acting like it's because keeping fit is a good thing to do, but I know, like any mother, she's just not ready to lose her little girl.

"I can't believe he replied to me and you weren't even there to see it!" She said and I was beginning to get annoyed with this. Everyone who knows me knows I would die for a reply from Adam Young and considering I'm dying anyway, what was stopping me from fantasising?

"Oh, also, he unfollowed Taylor Swift. Finally moving on." She said as if I hadn't already heard this news. I may have to be in bed a lot, and maybe I'm not great fun just now but I'm still a Hootowl.

She didn't notice the silence I'd been greeting her with ever since she woke me. She just kept talking.

"Also, Adam..." and she went on, expecting me to listen but all I could think about was my own thoughts for him. I desperatley wanted him to know I needed him with me, I needed to see his beautiful face before fate takes it's turn.

If he never finds out, what hope do I have of ever seeing the man who has changed my life. Who's changed everything.