Dying for Adam Young (Owl City fan fiction.)

Dreams and Disasters.

So, we went into town and sat in a small cafe for a while.

"So, you will never guess what I heard!" Becky shrieked in my face.

"Nope, not if I don't try." I snapped, she didn't react to this at all.

"Adam..is collaborating with another rapper!"

I know.

"Really? Omg!" I said with fake enthusiasm as she told me more facts I already knew.

"Yup! And also, Anna, you listening?"

Not really. "Yeah."

"He followed like, loads more people than he ever has before!"

I knew this already. I was on Twitter stalking/just-being-a-fangirling Adam.

"Oh."

"Right, Vienna from school is throwing a party tonight, and your so coming with me!'

I groaned. I'm tired.

"You are so annoying." I said, sighing.

"Hahaha!" She laughed.

I wasn't joking.

"You need to look good though, none of these crappy clothes! And you are not wearing any of your Owl City tops, not even the I Am one. Your wearing a dress!" She demanded whilst sipping her hot chocolate.

"Why? No ones gonna notice me anyway."

"Mm, you never know." She said.

"You don't sound very certain so..."

"No, I was trying to say this more indirectly, but you might get... .laid tonight, there's all the right people there--"

I almost spat out my drink.

"What?!" I gasped. "Becky, I'm dying! I don't want that! Not now not until I leave! I'm not some slut who's going to go sleeping around just because her days are numbered."

"Oh I see, is this you being all inspirational? Putting on that brave face? Look, I don't believe you don't want the attention. Any dying girl would but.."

I was so ready to storm out. So ready.

"All I'm saying is, you can't hang about waiting for Adam or something. You'll go off him soon, then look back in the past and wonder why you ever liked him. You never know what the future holds but --" then she stopped.

Realising what she'd said.

"Future? God Becky! I don't have a future! My future is all laid out in these pathetic little stepping stones, and I don't have many left until I reach the other side of the lake! But I can swear, no matter if I have days or weeks left, I will not fall out of love for Adam and I will certainly not spend my time trying to get 'laid'!"

Then, I stormed out.

And then of course, then it was the moment it decided to happen yet again.

How freaking embarrassing.