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𝐉𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐘 𝐈𝐒 certainly the trickiest emotion one can ever feel, and for jordan that was truly the case as he sat in the back garden of his old teammate's house, it wasn't that he didn't want to speak about what he felt; it's the fact that he did not know exactly how to describe what was going on in his mind, his mother knew; she had always known whenever he wasn't feeling his best despite his best attempt to conceal it.
that's what lead him to accept the invitation of his old teammate, 𝐀𝐃𝐀𝐌 𝐋𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐀 was and still is his close friend which is why when they sat down together, adam took one look at him then said, " mate, you alright? "
" yeah, i am! " jordan responds coolly, bollocks the inner voice retorts to which in return, he covers his face. " i'm not "
" clearly " adam comments with a chuckle as he raised a brow, " what's the deal then? "
" it's complicated " was all that jordan could say, " very complicated because it's been a month and i still can't figure out what i'm feeling "
" oooh " adam mutters, " who is she? "
" huh " jordan says.
" who is she? " adam says, " i mean it's been eight years since ellie's death, and i've never seen you so worked up like this "
jordan debated on whether he should say any thing, james already knew; granted james had seemed to figure it out from the first time, he looks at adam then says, " it's luna "
adam's eyes widened in recognition, albeit he had always had a feeling that jordan harbored feelings for the colombian girl that once lived next door to him, " who would have thought? " he chuckles, " you know, from the way you always talked about her, it was quite clear "
" what do you mean? " jordan furrowed his eye brows in confusion.
" hendo, you wore that chain with her initial around your neck, now don't get me wrong i know you love ellie, i mean she gave you ruby who's a godsend but ... when it came to luna, there was always that glimmer in your eyes " adam says, " how long has she been working in the club? a month "
jordan nods, " yeah! "
" and you've known her your whole life, try to clear your head and tell me, how do you feel about luna? " adam asks him.
jordan flutters his eyes shut, and grew silent as he tries to block out the noise in his head, every memory he had ever shared with luna returns to his head; like a film playing in front of his eyes, one in particular that seemed to occur more than one. _
jordan walked along the familiar pathway of the park where he used to play football, to find luna sitting on the swing, " lulu " he says to which she looks up and smiles his way, " hey "
