𝐄𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐬 || Tom Kaulitz

XIV

Livy and I were dashing through the city,the sunset hitting our helmets as i drove faster and faster. 90 going to 95, 95 going to 100 and so on until i hit 115 mph. I don't know how i haven't crashed yet with Livy pulling me, screaming at me and cussing me out.

'SLOW THE FUCK DOWN BEFORE YOU GET US KILLED.'
'Livy for fucks sake im saving us money so we don't have to pay for a ticket or worse go to jail so stop pulling me back before i put us both in a coma.' I groaned at her

She gave me one good smack on the back before holding onto me and me speeding up till i reached 125 mph. 'Enjoy the sunset, take some pictures' I turned my face back at her to which she slapped my helmet and turned my head back to the road. 'Yeah because i can take my phone out and hold it out while your going 125 mph.' She chuckled at her words and just watched the sunset.

The wind hit my legs to which i got goosebumps, im normally a fan of the cold wind,it's comforting but now it's just...cold. I have no clue why. Kinda weird but whatever ill live.

I turned my head behind Livy to see if the Police was still chasing us and to my surprise we lost them. I mean ok i wasn't that surprised i was going 125 mph,basically 55 miles over the speed limit. I just turned my head back to the empty road and took some weird turns that lead us to a small path that goes through a forest.

'You down?' I asked her while pointing my finger to the path leading into the dark forest.
'No no no nu uh no fucking way if i die i don't wanna die in a forest with the police on our ass because someone doesn't have a license!' She yelled at me

'Jeez Liv stop yelling.' I said as i took out a pistol from the side of my skirt. 
'Am i high or do you have a pistol in your hand?' She took a few steps back.
'Don't worry its just so that we don't get killed or raped or whatever.' I laughed a little and then smiled at her.

'Anything else you have that will surprise me later on?' She crossed her arms and ran her tongue through her teeth still smiling about the fact that i took a gun for our protection.
'Maybeee' I made sure to make the e longer. I opened one of the many pockets on my jacket and took out a bag full of white powder.

'Bitch i love you.' She smiled at me and had a little laugh before taking off the helmet and starting to walk to the forest.

'Wait im not finished.' Well that got her attention. She came back and i lifted up the drivers seat on the motorcycle,revealing whiskey,tequila,vodka,some mixes and 'Marlboro Gold' ,exactly 5 packs of them.

'Ok girl you did NOT need to go all out for this.' She had a small chuckle before asking me. 'Your never this down for cocaine,cigs or alcohol. I mean ok you drink but you don't drink THIS much. Are you good?'

I took a deep breathe, i don't know whether i can tell her. I don't know if i can trust her enough. What if she tells someone. Well that bastard would get what he deserves but still, I don't know.

'Yeah,im good. Just in a mood you feelin me?' Why did i talk like a stoner what the hell.
'Im feelin you.' She laughed and made sure to make the 'Feelin' sound sarcastic.
'Stop talking sarcastic.'

I got off the motorcycle before locking it up and taking a bag out of the seat to put all the alcohol and cigs in. I really really needed this,the interaction with Dennis is KILLING me.

We made our way inside the forest,following the thick muddy pathway in front of us. Reminds me of my childhood. I was a wild child,loved climbing trees,exploring new places,pretty much a nature freak. But i've changed,im not much of a walking person.

I turned on my phones flashlight, it brightened up the way in front of us so that we wouldn't need to be hitting trees anymore. We walked and walked until we finally reached an opening to a beach. God knows where we are at 11:16 pm on a weekend.

I placed the blanket Livy had brought and we sat down on it. I started emptying out my bag and placing the alcohol and cigs near us while Livy was taking pictures. She took a beautiful one and sent it as a streak and tagged me.

'Tom texted me.' She said with a raised eyebrow. 'Why do you sound so surprised. Isn't he like your boyfriend or something.' I looked at her with wonder in my eyes,did they break up?
'No it's just that we got into a fight because we made plans today but he ditched me to go party with an old friend or whatever.' She rolled her eyes.

Thank god she already hated him.
'About that..' I scratched the back off my neck and took a very deep and long breathe.
'He's with a guy named Dennis.'
'How do you know that.' She raised one of her eyebrows at me.
'Very very long story.' I took out the little bag of cocaine out of my pocket and put some on my thigh while opening my phone-case and taking a 5 euro bill and rolling it up.

'If its a long story then start talking.' She took out one of the many cigs and light it up on fire before breathing in the dark smoke in her lungs.
'I don't know if i can tell you.' I said while snorting the white powder up my nose.
'Vic,you can tell me anything.' She gave me a 'you got this.' smile and patted me on the shoulder.

'Well.. I don't really know how to start.' I forgot every word that i've been building the courage to say for over 2 years. I froze. My eyes started to tear up and i saw the worried look on Livy's face. 'Victoria,what's wrong.' She came closer to me and put one of her arms on my shoulder.

I couldn't say a word,i just started to cry and cry and cry. I remembered everything that had happened between me and Dennis and the thought of those memories make me tear up in a way id never wanted to. I was still a child,he was an adult. I was 15,he was 18.