I look at the past. what's in the past?
The memories that flood back to my head everyday when I think about you.
About us.
It sucks to know that now you probably
look at my pictures and see me as just another
regular person, while I look at your pictures
as the love of my life. Every day I sigh holding
back my tears of anger and regret because
I couldn't keep you by my side.
Whenever I think about you all I feel deep
inside my heart is a whole where you used to be
at. I think about you every day and as much
as I say I hate you I really mean the
opposite. It pains me so much to see you and
your new girlfriend so happy
while I'm holding back tears wishing that was me.
You texting me for the first time in months
somehow made me feel good, but not
good enough since it was another argument.
Talking to you was the best thing that
happened to me in months even if it
was to insult each other over and over again.
My love for you is so deep that no boy has been
able to make me feel the way
you made me feel for the past 7 months, and
I think that means a lot. The hollow feeling
I have is causing me so much anxiety on the
inside, because I feel like I will never find
someone new without you getting in the way.
YOU ARE READING
𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓶𝓼 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓯𝓱𝓮 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽 ☆
PoesíaMy own poems I write, i hope you guys like this <33 I am a teenager, in a big world. My heart has been through a lot, that makes me wanna share my stories through poems, it calms me. I share my stories to help other people realize they are not alone...
