A dangerous game

CHAPTER FIFTY ONE

<MILAN, ITALY>
Tuesday, October 8 7:00pm

I was in my bathroom staring at the two white pills in my hand. I mean should I really do it? kill a baby?

For the last couple of days I have had nothing on my mind but the baby I even looked in the mirror a couple of times to see what I would look like pregnant. The only things I've done have been get up, eat, think about the baby, and then sleep.

I walked into my room seeing Avery sitting on the bed. She flew back Sunday and after I told her everything that happened she has been with me for the last couple of days.

She smiled "Elena it won't be a horrible thing he or she will be up there watching over you understanding that you couldn't do it" She said hugging me.

"But it is having an abortion is one of the most cruelest things in the world even though I was fucking r-raped it's still a horrible thing to do" I said trying to hold back my tears.

Looking down at Avery I see her little bump I smiled she's almost three months pregnant.

"Just keep one thing in your mind, think about what you want" She said with a small smile.

I sighed, wiping my tears and putting a crew neck on.

"Let's get halloween decorations" Avery suggested.

"I think I'm gonna stay home. I don't feel too good but you can if you want" I said but she glared at me. "If you think I'm going to go halloween shopping without you your out of your fucking mind" She said and I laughed in defeat. "Okay fine."

I put on a pair of leggings and slid my nike slides on and walked out with Avery. We saw Elias and Aleksander watching the NHL. What is with men watching live sports like I could never.

"We're going shopping, be back in a few hours" Avery said but the boys were too intrigued by the show.

We both walked to Avers car getting in she turned on music that is actually good and has a variety of artists unlike someone that only listens to Chase Atlantic me and avery dance to the music while we drive to walmart.

"We should get sexy costumes for the party and then get you a special costume for Aleksander" She said winking.

I rolled my eyes "As if Aleksander would fuck me anymore he basically told me I'm just a fuck to him" I said and she slams on her breaks.

"WHAT" She yells.

"I'm gonna kill him."

I shrug my shoulders "It's not that big of a deal I mean I'm use to it then men at the club I would fuck would just say 'this is a one time thing' and then me and Alex had a 'friends with benefits' not feelings attached" I said and she looked at me like I was crazy.

"Just ignore what I said" I said.

"Okay" she said.

"But I'm still feeding him his balls" she snickered.
It was about ten more minutes and we arrived at walmart we both practically ran inside we both love walmart I mean who wouldn't though it's fucking walmart.