THE OUTSIDERS AND MORE X READER ONESHOT AND SMUTSHOTS

⚠️Darry x GN! Reader

TW: blade/razor, sh, mentions of rape/sa, yelling
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Darry had known (Y/N) for years, he knew about how they weren't ready for sex because of past experiences that they didn't like talking about. He never pushed the issue of it, because he didn't care, he just wanted them to feel happy and safe.

On this particular day, Darry and Soda were at work, and Pony was at the movies, which left (Y/N) home alone. They were getting out of the shower when suddenly they heard the voice of a man. "(Y/N)! Get over here you little shit!" he yelled. You stumbled back a little bit, hitting the wall.

"Stay away!" you screamed, and the voice was gone. You looked out and realized it just your imagination. You cried a little bit before walking out of the bathroom and heading to Darry's room to change. When you heard it again.

"(Y/N) you asked for it wearing that!" the voice said again. You cried, falling to the floor. You heard someone running over to the door, you screamed and cried more than you ever have. Darry burst through the door.

"(Y/N)? What happened? Are you ok?" Darry asked, very concerned. You looked at him then looked down at the ground, nodding.

"I just... I thought I heard him again..." you said looking at him. He frowned.

"He can't hurt you no more precious," he said helping you up and pulling you into a hug.

"I know... But I keep hearing him," you cry more. He holds on tighter. "What are you doing home early anyways?" you ask looking at the time.

"I was gonna surprise you," he smiled. You hugged him tighter.

During the next couple of weeks the voices of him, and nightmares of the night kept showing up and you couldn't take it anymore. You walked into the bathroom one night as Darry, Soda, and Pony were asleep.

"I can't do this anymore," you said to yourself. And then you heard him again, to try and block him out you grabbed the the closest thing you could find, that being a razor, you looked from the razor and back to your reflection in the mirror. You took one deep breath and used that to cut yourself.

Hoping that this would show you breaking away from him. And that what he did to you would hold no place of affect in your life whatsoever.

Darry, who was half asleep when you got up, was now fully awake. He's unable to sleep without you, knowing your in the house. He likes to make you feel safe when you sleep. You had been out of bed for sometime now, and he had started to get worried.

He walked over to the bathroom and lightly knocked on the door. "(Y/N)? You ok in there?" he whispered.

"Yeah, I-I'm fine," you said. He opened the door slightly to check on you. "No Darry don't-" you tried stopping him but it was too late.

"Oh baby, sweetheart... Why did you do this?" he asks, looking sadly at you.

"I thought... That maybe if I did it would prove to myself or... Him if I ever see him again... That, he's not a part of me. And that, what he did has no affect over my life or me," you say, not facing him.

He lifts up your chin to help you face him, then he starts speaking to you in a soft voice, and he says, "Darling, you don't need to worry about that. He isn't a part of you, he never was. And he never will, you have me and the gang to take care of you, and to protect you... Please, don't do this... Or if you want or need to please talk to one of us, hell call us even if we're at work we'll answer and talk to you. If you need help, please... Just ask."

You nodded and teared up a bit. "Ok, I will," you said.

"Ok, let's gets you washed up, and then we'll head back to bed, ok?" he asks, smiling. You nod again, and he starts washing your cuts.
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Thank you for reading! I know this one is a little shorter, but as always have a good day/night. And if you need anyone to talk to I'm here for you. Or you can talk to friends and family about it if you need to. But just know I love you, and I care about you. :) <3