Chay, sweet little, innocent Porchay Kittisawasd, has his whole life turned 180 degrees when he heard the magic word, "You are pregnant". He is indeed screwed. Grab your popcorn and drinks, it is going to be one hell of a ride. Let's look into the l...
Kim sighed and closed his eyes. His heart is thrumming very loudly against his rib cage. It has been exactly 2 days since the incident, 2 days since he heard from his Bambi family, 2 days since he saw the beautiful faces of his loved ones, 2 days since he heard the laughter of his sweet Angel and the bubbly laughter from his baby Kitten, 2 days since he felt the warmth of a happy family, 2 days since he smelt the mouth-watering rose scent from Chay and baby lotion smell from his baby Eclipse. He really misses his Bambi family more than anything. Ego, what is even ego in front of his Bambi family, obviously ego was not what stopped Kim from approaching the Bambi family. It was the guilt, the guilt for screwing up everything. If only Kim has explained everything to Chay instead of acting like the mighty saviour by breaking Chay's heart so he would stay away from Kim. It actually backfired which cost him not knowing the existence of his son, missing Chay's pregnancy and even breaking Chay's trust for good. Kim obviously felt a bit betrayed, yes, he was the one who broke Chay's heart but deep down, Kim cannot help himself from feeling sorry for himself.
He cannot stop himself from mourning for a happy family. He gets super sad whenever he thinks about Chay's pregnancy. He missed the delivery, he missed the chance to be cursed out by Chay for knocking him up that early, and he missed the opportunity to face a cranky and moody Chay who would have demanded Kim to satisfy his pregnancy cravings. He missed the chance to console Chay when things got too much. He missed the baby's movement when Eclipse was still in the tummy, he wanted to be there during the first ultrasound, hearing Eclipse's heartbeat for the first time. Kim tried to console himself but he is just a plain human, plain old Kim behind the mafia prince facade, he is Kim after all behind Wik the superstar, he is Kim, not Kimhan Theerapanyakul. He will always be P'Kim to his sweet Nong Chay, his Bambi, the father of his child, the reason why Kim is even a father. He owes Chay an apology, they have so much to talk about and so many sorry to be uttered, so many tears to shed and so many apology kisses to be given.
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Kim took a deep breath. He looked at the familiar brown wooden door. He slowly lifted his right hand and placed it on the doorknob, the cold metal felt cold against his warm skin. He twisted it open and it clicked, indicating that the door is unlocked. Kim pushed the door wide and stepped into the room. He closed the door gently and continued walking inside the huge bedroom.
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