Kim quickly brushed his tears and cleared his throat.
"I will go now, see you soon, Chay", Kim said and left for his room to freshen up.
He took a long warm shower.
The image of Eclipse's hand grasping his finger tightly kept on flashing in his mind. This makes Kim really want to find the truth about Eclipse's birth. He should not be doubting his Bambi but the strong pull towards Eclipse, he has never experienced such feeling before even with Venice, his nephew. He feels something is indeed off, his Bambi, his sweet Bambi, deep down he knows his sweet Bambi won't betray him like that, the selfish side of Kim really expects Chay to wait for him, still be loyal to him yet the rational side of him bugging him with the harsh truth that Kim was the one who broke his Bambi's heart, saying all that lies and hurting him that way. Kim was desperate then so the only way to keep his Bambi away from him is to break his fragile heart, it literally shattered Kim more than Chay. The thought of Eclipse really calms him down, who would have thought it takes just a baby, not any baby, Eclipse, Chay's baby to make Kim calm down, Eclipse is Kim's literal happy pill, when he looks at those Bambi eyes, all his tiredness just disappears.
Eclipse, that baby literally has Kim wrapped around his little finger, Kim will do anything to keep those Bambi eyes dry from tears, he is willing to find Eclipse's real father if that is what makes Eclipse happy even though it will break Kim completely, the reality of Chay having a kid with someone else will be more real and Kim will no longer can hide the fact that Chay has indeed moved on. Kim punched the wall out of frustration, he cannot let out his anger on himself, if he can, he will punch himself till he is knocked out. If only Kim talked to Chay, if only he told Chay the truth, he would have saved them both heart aches. Kim sighed and turned off the shower.
Kim wore a plain white sleeves shirt with black pants with his hair tied up in half and his fringe basically covering his right eye.
He quickly dressed up and descend the stairs to the dining hall.
Chay is already at the table with Eclipse on his lap, chatting happily with Macau. He can hear Eclipse's laughter as Chay plays with the baby in his lap, bouncing the giggly baby and tickling the baby.
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Our little Eclipse (Kimhan/Porchay, KimChay)
FanfictionChay, sweet little, innocent Porchay Kittisawasd, has his whole life turned 180 degrees when he heard the magic word, "You are pregnant". He is indeed screwed. Grab your popcorn and drinks, it is going to be one hell of a ride. Let's look into the l...