Blissful Sins

3. I just need time

Alastor

It's been a week and Angel still hasn't woken up. I've refused to leave his side, only getting up to use the restroom, not eating or sleeping. My whole body being nothing but a pile of bone and fleash, dark cricles around my eyes. "Alastor Blanc if you don't eat something I'm going to get your mother." Rosie threatens, grabbing one of my arms and trying to make me get up.

"You're starting to sound like my mother." I growl, pulling my hand away and continuing to look foward blankly. "Don't say I didn't warm you." Rosie yells annoyed while leaving the room, slamming the door behind her.

I look over at Anthony, his limp body covered with bandages and tubes pumping him full of the nutritions his body needs to stay alive. I place a hand over his stomach, although there is no bump yet as he only hit his first month it makes me feel close to my unborn child.

My eyes look up at the suddenly frantically beeping heart monitor. I jump up and open the door screaming to try and get anyones attention. Doctors rush in just as the beeping stops. "What happened?" Dr. Somna asks as the other doctors step out. "I have no the slighest idea, the beeping just started out of nowhere."

"Ok well you let me know if anything else happens, otherwise meals will be handed out shortly." He steps out, once again leaving only me and Anthony. I sit back down, holding my head in my hands as I start crying.

"Anthony please wake up..I don't know how much longer I can take this." I cry, my breathing heavy, the guilt caused due to my actions fills me to the brim. I feel a hand on my head. "This doesn't mean I'm not still mad at you but you look like shit Al." Anthony laughs, petting my ears. "Anthony!" I yell as I get up and embrace him, crying into his pillow.

Angel dust

"How do you know my real name?" I ask, pushing him away a little."Its me Albert!" He sobs, my eyes widen in shock. "Don't fuckin' joke about that Alastor!" I yell, slapping him across the face. "It is me my dear, just look" He snaps his fingers, nothing happening. "It appears I'm too weak to use my powers right now, worry not my mother will be here soon." I'm fucking done. "No Al please just stop..how long have I been out?"

"A week." What!? it felt like a few hours at best. "Anthony please forgive me, I should have told you about Valentino, I shouldn't have kicked you out if I had known you were pregnant I never in a million years would have done it!" He cries, holding his head in his hands. "I'm what!?" No, no this can't be happening, not like this.

"Yes you're pregnant, does this anger you?" Alastor asks, sounding paniced. "Yes? No? I don't know, I didn't even know I could get pregnant. Even if I did I wouldn't want it to happen like this!" I sob, what am I supposed to do?

I take a deep shaky breath in. "It's just I'm still fuckin' mad at ya..I don't know what to do.." I hold my head in my hands, releasing shaky breaths, trying to control my breathing. "Anthony please, I want to be there for you and our baby." Alastor begs.

"Look Al I just need time to think, you can't expect me to just forgive you. I just fuckin' woke up for Lucifiers sake..please just go." I murmur, pointing at the door. "Anthony please.." He tries to reach a hand out to me but I push it away. "Al please don't make me call a nurse just go."

He gets up without a word, heading towards the door, stopping just as hes about to step out. "If you need anything at all, you know where to find me." he closes the door behind him. Shortly after I hear muffled yelling outside. Is that Mrs. Blanc? "Albert Blanc you go home, eat something and take a shower young man!"

The door opens and my suspicion is confirmed when Mrs. Blanc steps in, the only difference from the last time I saw her being the big wings she has now. "Oh Anthony you sweet boy, how have you been?" She rushes over, pinching my cheeks. "I've been fine Mrs. Blanc. How about you?" I laugh, glad I get to see her again after so long. "Now we've gone over this, call me mom and I'm fine now that I know you're not dead for the second time."

I laugh awkwardly , the though of my second death teriffiying me. "Now tell me sweetheart, whats on your mind? I hear I'm finally gonna be a grandma." She teases, I start crying again, being reminded of everything thats being throw on to me all at once.

"Oh please don't cry I'm sorry have I said something wrong?" She asks panicked. "No its not you its Albert, I mean he kick me out for lucifers sake! All this time I thought I wanted to see him again but now I don't know I mean I didn't even know I was pregnant until a minute ago right after I woke up." I sob, feeling glad I can let this all off my chest.

"Yes I could see why you would be upset, Anthony dear you don't have to forgive him. I gave him an earful when I found out about his actions, but he would never expect you to forgive him right away, much less after everything you just found out." She wipes the tears off my cheeks.

"Just give him a chance when you're ready, if not for yourself then for the baby, please?" I sniff, wiping the tears from my eyes with the back of my hand. "Ok."

"Thanks sweetie, now I have to go now, is there anything else you need?" She asks "Hows my mama doing?" I ask, yeah I've never met her but I miss her like crazy. "Oh well shes doing just fine sugar, not a day goes by where she doesn't miss you." She laughs as she gets up and heads towards the door. "Tell her I said hi please?"

"Will do."

A/N

Oh boy I am going to be so tired tomorrow summer school is going to be a pain in the ass. Worst it though. New chapter Tuesday love ya <3