Love Me. Hate Me. (DabixReaderxHawks)

Don't Knock Me Off My Pedestal

Songs for this Chapter

marilyn manson - I put a spell on you (slowed)

sohodolls- mayday

*Car music*

sofaygo, knock knock (slowed) or original

playboi carti - sky (slowed )

Hell of a night- schoolboy Q

Your favorite song

*You can play whatever fun/chill song you want for the car ride later*

You woke up feeling a sharp pain in your leg. Your face scrunched up as it radiated through your body. With gentle movements, you tried to push your weight around to get comfortable.

A buzzy kind of feeling washing over you as you came from the shadow realm. Before you even opened your eyes you felt the shift behind you, the arm that held you, pulled you tight by the waist.

Everything slowed to a crawling speed.

The breath that tickled your neck and the overall smell of cigarette smoke and sin made your hairs stand up. You tried to keep your breath even- feeling the rapid beat of a panic attack approaching.

Your eyes peeked open nervously as if  he  could see you, your gaze looking down at the arm that laid underneath you- the skin pale with dark purple blotches on them.

Blinking down you didn't move an inch, staring at your wrist next to his arm. The marks around your skin were darker than your own color. The marks that were caused by the man cuddling you.

The man who hurt you and threatened to hurt your friends. The one that torments and kills people for wicked fun. The same one you had slept with.

' He saved me...'  Yes, that's what you'd say to justify this whole charade.

He saved me.

The same aching pain you felt earlier made you groan. Your leg was throbbing now- you wretched yourself out of the warm embrace to sit up. The blanket shifting off your body, leaving you defenseless to the cool air. You hold your leg looking at the blood that was now coating the bandage.

The bed dipped as the man beside you shifted around to grab something. The agony you were feeling was starting to become too much for you to handle, it was like something sharp was stabbing you over and over again making you shake and shiver from the intense pain.

Burning like fire and stabbing like a knife. You whimpered as you felt an arm touch you. The pain becoming unbearable.

"Here."

A gruff voice spoke next to you, your painful face turning to look towards the man beside you. He was holding some pills out for you and a half-empty water bottle.

"What is it...?" You fussed out but you were already throwing the pills to the back of your throat. The torture of your leg was far too great for you to care.