Love Me. Hate Me. (DabixReaderxHawks)

Cloud 9

Songs for this chapter

Lloyd- All I need(slowed)

Marilyn Mason- Heart shaped glasses(slowed)

The neighborhood- A little death(slowed)

Michele Morrone- Drink me(slowed)

Deftones- changed(slowed)

I listen to a lot of slow music when I write lol 😂

The blunt was in front of your face as you inhaled deeply, it smelt enticing. Drawing you in as much as the blue eyes that stared deeply into your soul.

Maybe it wouldn't be so bad to relax. It had been such a long day- a long couple of days actually. Everything just really fucking sucked and was going downhill.

Bakugo cheated on you- or so he didn't. Some crazy fangirl made it seem like he was cheating on you, but now he all of a sudden wants to be the boyfriend you always wanted.

Then you find out that Kai, the man that you had known most of your time in Japan, had used you for his own gains. Lying to you that you were a hero helping people when you were just blackmailing them.

Oh and now he threw you under the bus so you had those same people out to kill you and your only safe haven is apparently with the asshole in front of you.

The asshole that went from sadistic villain to suddenly chill protective jerk.

To add the cherry on top you got shot. A pain you had never experienced yet you weren't sure if the mental agony you were suffering was worse.

Did you do something to deserve this? Did you step on an ant on your way home or crushed a butterfly? Because it was unbelievable how shitty your life was going right now.

Mentally and physically you were drained.

Yeah, you needed this. This fake security that was covering you as thin as the blanket at the dank room Kai had abandoned you in.

Leaning slightly forward you placed your lips onto the blunt and pulled lightly, the smoke tickling your throat as it twirled into your lungs. Dabi's lips pulled up into a wide smirk as he watched you, his eyes twinkling with something you couldn't comprehend.

You blew the smoke out softly eyeing him as you held each other's gaze.

"Weed it is." Dabi grabbed the alcohol from you and sat it on the table leaning back as he smoked. It was silent as you shared the blunt with Dabi. After a while, light tingles were upon your skin, a soothing warmth that you enjoyed greatly.

You looked at Dabi as you leaned slightly against his warmth. At that moment you weren't someone with a target on their back and the man next to you wasn't a vicious villain. You just felt like individuals who were journeying to another planet.

"No beach...?" You hummed lightly as he passed the blunt to you.

"No skittles either."

"Aw..." You poked your lip out playfully as he snorted.

You smiled softly taking your turn. If only this was the situation you imagined it to be. Where Dabi was your boyfriend and you were just hanging out at his apartment. You could pretend. You needed this. Needed to pretend that everything was okay.

"Can... can you play music with the flashing lights..." You speak softly almost embarrassed by your need to make this feel normal.

Dabi raised a taunting brow at you, "The flashing lights?"

"You- you know what I mean." You inhaled the smoke a little too quickly resulting in you having a coughing fit.

"Careful that's some strong shit princess." Dabi reached over to grab a small remote clicking a button some music began to play and then he reached it up to click another red button to turn on the pretty lights.