I put Jeongins book bag on and smiled. It was his first day back to pre-k after his parents abandoned him. I've gotten his record and birth certificate from the detective and he would be turning five in February. I dressed him in a grey 2 piece and black shirt. I also had a silver chain to add to it. His shoes were black and fit just fine.
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We stood outside the classroom and looked in to see the kids all smiling and playing. There was a lady teaching and she smiled and waved to me. I smiled back and Jeongin was hesitant but waved. We walked into the room and everyone stopped. I had a feeling he would be scared to come back to school. Especially with everything that happened. I set his bag down by his chair.
A lady walked over to us and crouched down. She had a friendly smile and said, "Hello Jeongin, I am Ms. Wang. I am very excited to have you back to my class. Now come on and join the others. I hope you like the toys we have." I looked to him and he nodded, slowly. He didn't walk off or say anything.
I told him to go to the play area and he turned and ran off to a little girl who was holding a toy truck. I heard her squeal and she gave the truck to him. They looked at each other and began to talk.
I smiled and sat in a chair. Ms. Wang asked me a few questions about how Jeongin was doing. She didn't push him too hard and told him that it was okay to be scared.
After a while I left and headed to a cafe , I'm just realizing I haven't had me time in a while. I ordered a coffee and sat on a patio. Some construction was being done on the other side of the road and the sound of traffic can be heard from a mile away.
While sitting here alone a lot of things came to my mind , not updating on my vlog channel, my ex, and even online school. I have all these things on my plate but I never stress like this when I have Jeongin around.
I never get the common migraines and just feel refreshed around him. I pay attention to his every movement, laugh, and smile. He's become like a baby to me and it's amazing how much I've grown to love this tiny person.
After finishing my drink I passed by the construction site to get to my car. Allof a sudden I started to get dizzy. I kept trying to balance myself but it didn't work. I fell to my knees and clutched my head. The pain was like nothing I've ever felt before. I blinked several times fighting the urge to keep my eyes open.
It felt like someone was holding me down, it felt like my heart was beating so fast that it couldn't pump any blood.The pain was unbearable and I couldn't hear anything. All I could think was the word, "suffer."
I felt cold and it became difficult to breathe. I wanted to get up and keep walking but I was unable to move. I could only look up and see something black coming at me.
