After breakfast I decided to take Jeongin to the park so he can get some fresh air and it was a beautiful day. I didn't have much to do.
It was a couple of blocks from where we were and we decided to walk to the park. I let him walk in front of me because he was more interested in the outside world than my world.
I enjoyed being able to just be with Jeongin. He was an interesting boy and I wanted to see him grow up.
I looked at him and he looked like he was lost in a dream. He would stop every now and then to touch something, he would walk right up to a bench and touch it.
He would laugh every time he found something that he didn't understand.
When we finally got to the park I saw the playground was full of kids.
There was a swing set and a slide and all the other kids were having fun.
I went over to a bench near the swing set and let Jeongin explore. He walked around the playground, looking at everything he could.
After a few minutes he made his way back to me. He looked at me with curious eyes and I knew what he was about to ask.
"Would you push me on the swing?"
He pointed at the swing set and I didn't want to say no.
I stood up from my seat and walked over to the swing set. I held his small hands and pushed him back and forth. I would push him all the way back and watch him fly through the air. He looked so happy. I was happy.
He looked up at me and I saw joy in his eyes.
He wanted more so I continued to push him.
I was having fun and I never wanted to stop. I felt at peace.
I wanted him to have a normal life, I wanted him to be happy.
When I finally stopped he got off and ran to the slides. I walked back to the bench and got out my phone to call the police station one last time. I feel the bond with me and Jeongin is growing tighter and if I don't find his parents today , I will keep him.I Dialed the police station and was actually hoping no one was looking for him. I feel guilty for being selfish but if you're foolish to loose someone like him you don't deserve him.
After the call with the station I smiled and exhaled happily. I wouldn't have thought of keeping him a couple weeks ago , but he really is a stress reliever.
Distracting my thoughts I heard crying and kids yelling. I looked over to see Jeongin on the ground of mulch crying . His fist were covering his eyes and his lips turned downwards.
I quickly got up to see what happened.
" You can't speak can you?" One kid asked
" your such a cry baby. I didn't even push you that hard" My eyebrows furrowed as I heard what they were talking about.
Jeongin looked up at me with red puffy eyes and tears rolled down his cheeks.I tried to hold my anger and reminded myself that there kids.
as I walked closer the kids turned their direction to me " whats going on?" I asked
All the kids looked dumbfounded as if I was speaking gibberish. But one of them spoke up" No wonder he can't talk , look at his so called mother!"
I wanted to beat the shit out of this kid and his friends.
Jeongin looked over to the boy and opened his mouth but he couldn't speak. I felt my blood boiling and I turned to see that all the kids started laughing.
I took a deep breath and turned to the boy, I kept my voice low but firm.
" Don't talk to him that way. If you talk to him in anyway other than nicely, I will find you and I will make sure you regret it." I was beyond pissed.
I thought I saw fear in his eyes but I didn't care.
He stood there awkwardly and looked around the park.
I smiled at him and then at Jeongin.
" He can speak perfectly he is just a shy boy, and it is hard for him to talk"
The boy ran away quickly and I turned to Jeongin, who was now quiet.
" Do you want to keep playing?"
Jeongin looked up at me " I wanna go home"
I nodded my head and picked him up.
"Since you've spoken today let's get some ice cream on the way back" I told him.
He nodded his head in response and laid his head on my shoulder.When I arrived back to the cabin I gave him a bath and fed him. I changed him into new clothes and gave him an extra big blanket to cuddle with.
I opened up Netflix and turned on some cartoons to keep him busy while I took a nap.
I woke up when I felt someone crawling on top of me. I opened my eyes to see Jeongin holding a bag of ice and laying on top of me.
He opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out.
He looked at me with sadness in his eyes.
I sat up and moved him off me, I saw he had been crying.
I moved some of his hair out of his face and spoke softly to him.
" You can talk Jeongin, tell me what's wrong."
" They all called me a freak and hit me " he said in a small voice.
He looked up at me with sad eyes and tears rolled down his cheeks.
I didn't know what to do, I didn't know how to comfort him. My mom would've told me to suck it up and hit them back but he was way to fragile.
I picked him up and set him on my lap, I grabbed a blanket from the back of the couch and wrapped it around his body. I put my arms around him and pulled him close to me, he laid his head on my chest.
I wanted to be there for him, I wanted to protect him.
He slowly fell asleep on my lap, his breath evened out and his chest rose and fell.
I was about to put him in his bed when I heard my phone ring, I saw it was the police department. I held him closer and picked up the phone.
" Hello?" I said with a small voice.
" We have a match for the DNA found on Jeongin, we found his parents."
My heart sank and I felt like my stomach was twisting itself into knots.
" I will meet you in a couple of hours in the lobby, and don't worry they're not going to take him from you."
" Okay." I said quietly
I hung up the phone and didn't move, I just stared at Jeongin. He was sleeping peacefully.
After what seemed like a couple of hours Jeongin woke up, he sat up and rubbed his eyes.
He looked at me with curious eyes " I had a bad dream."
I looked at him and smiled " its okay, I had a bad dream too."
He looked at me with big eyes " Do you wanna play a game?"
" Sure what game?" I asked
" Do you know what Mario cart is?"
I laughed, " Yeah I do, but what will be the prize?"
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• I call you mine • ~ By Gabrielle
Não FicçãoA women in her early twenties finds a boy all alone , will she become a parent or send him off?