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*~chapter^10~*

New Holland's POV

1801 13th January

...**-*8am*-**...

Two men stood in an abandoned classroom, the room was dimly lit and had only two small windows that did pathetically to light up the room. Although luckily they brought a small lamp to light the room. The Australian sat on a counter while the other sat crosslegged on a table across from the counter.

"Asshole."

"Cuntsack."(Is cuntsack rlly just a word I made up subconsciously?💀)

"Wh-wha? What does that even mean?" The republic blinked at the colony.

"Means your worse then a cunt." The other said as he rolled his eyes at the Dutch man.

"I don't get you New Holland." Batavian Republic said as he blankly stared at the New Hollander. New Holland never took anything the Batavian seriously. Especially not after he killed Dutch republic, Batavian Republic's mother. But even so they were bound by a ring, but in all honesty. Who ever took the ring seriously?
"Okay, okay, look. I'm sorry." New Holland looked at the Dutch man as if to laugh. It was going to be forever until the other forgave him.

"I would find it easier to forgive you if that could count to an actual apology." New Holland scoffed with a bitter poison dripping of his words.

"Look. I know I fucked up, you had every right to denounce our relationship and ditch, I- I know-"

"Fuck it. This is painful. Prove yourself." New Holland said as he crossed his arms looking Batavian Republic dead in the eye.

"Just like that?" The Batavian had an exited spark in his eye when New Holland said that.

"I never said I forgave you asshole." New Holland could see Batavian Republic's shattered spirit, even after what he did, it made New Holland feel bad, "If I was never hoping going to forgive you I might've cheated on you with your brother a long time ago. Don't miss your shot."
New Holland wasn't lying. He really did want to forgive the asshole, but the Dutch never showed he cared about what he did to New Holland. But in all honesty, New Holland should have never willingly ignored the red flags at the start. New Holland never really loved the republic, but he didn't want to ruin the only friendship he had outside of his immediate family. That was the only reason he agreed to it despite having already seen the red flags from afar.

"Thank you, and I'm sorry... And what's that about cheating on me with Kingdom of Holland!?" Maybe it would've been better if New Holland kept his mouth zipped about that.

"If you're not giving me food when I'm starving, who will?" Batavian Republic was not amused.

"Disappointing but not surprising." Batavian Republic said as he kept a hilariously straight face.

"Now I've gotta go back to my brothers. They might get worried, so I'll catch you later, asshole." New Holland said as he stood up from his chair. New Holland knew that the relationship was going to be flawed, but at least it wouldn't be straight up abuse anymore. "I'm surprised Holla let you talk to me again though."

"Trust me. It took a lot of begging."

"Heh, I know. It was part of the reason I agreed to this. If you went to such an extent, it had to be something." New Holland sighed, before untying his coat from his waist, putting it on then heading to the door, "Thanks."