Every sunday I take out a few hours from looking at screens of varied variety and head to the kitchen to bake.
I love brownies and I love eating them even more. But eating them everyday makes me not like myself. So I put sweet potatoes in them, which then makes it okay for me to eat them everyday.
But lately it's been getting harder to leave my screens of varied variety and head to the kitchen to make sweet potato brownies. If I don't make sweet potato brownies, I cannot have sweet potato brownies because only I can make them the way I like.
So lately I've been compensating for the lack of sweet potato brownies by ordering in ordinary brownies. One ordinary brownie doesn't make me feel good about myself, so I end up eating a lot of ordinary brownies because it's too late to go back. This makes me feel worse about myself, and I end up missing sweet potato brownies even more so than before.
But having sweet potato brownies requires me to be someone who leaves their screens of varied variety every sunday. But it has been so hard lately. So I order in ordinary brownies for now and ineffectively try to fill the void.
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