"you're gonna make me admit that I'm jealous lani... fine I'm fucking jealous.
He's my brother and I'm jealous of him.
That what you wanted?"
-in which 🌧️
he's in love with her but
she's in a relationship with his brother
or
-in which 🌸
she'...
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Chris's p.o.v
The day of the beach event is tomorrow ... honestly I'm miserable. We were about to start our car vlog and I can't sleep. I'm still thinking about her. It's been a month since she's ghosted me and I still think about her.
It's useless. I hate her. I have for a long time now.
Three weeks ago.
She sat properly but everything about her was uncomfortable and she still looked beautiful. She was facing away from the party and didn't look anyone in the eye.
Lani.
She was at the same exact party as me, I know she said she was going out but I never imagined it would be the same place as me.
I held onto my cup tightly and drank everything in it. The sprite was flat and disgusting.
She was dressed in a strapless black corset bodysuit with white pants. Her hair was in a huge ponytail, all her curls framing her face.
If anxiety was a person it'd be her right now. I laughed to myself.
As usual Nick and Matt were ignoring me. It's not like I needed them to talk to me. Matt was talking to Nailea and Matt was talking to Thomas while he rolled his eyes.
Matt and Nailea use to date but they decided to take a break and never continued for some reason. I never knew what it was and Matt never told me so I never asked. Whatever it was didn't make our friend group weird so I was fine with whatever happened.
Nailea was naturally gorgeous but I never thought of her that way. Id never thought of any girl that way and after a while I questioned my sexuality until two things. I realized that I needed to connect with a girl and find her attractive. And the second thing was that I'd never seen a girl that looked beautiful inside and out.
Until I spoke with Lani. She was different, a nice little ball of sweet anxious energy. I watched her sip whatever was in her cup before she walked to a dark corner of the party.
It was weird, she didn't know who I was but I knew who she was. I didn't like that. It made me feel as invisible as everyone else made me feel but then she'd speak to me like I was special. She lay her back against the wall and took a deep breath in and out.
