Mood for chapter: love & affection - Trevor Jackson ( I thought this song really talks about the type of delusion coco feels for blaze or just desperate for love by blaze by settling with Laurent)
Berkeley California
Sunday
12:00 pmI'm about to call blaze to try and get some closure or gauge of what I'm going to do. One the surface I'll admit this is foolish he's gonna be blaze and say even more hurtful shit but what I could possibly do has to be for a reason other than rejection. I think we can work this out. We just have to get out each others way. I know I sound delusional but I'm in love
Calling blaze😈
Blaze: Courtney
Coco: hey blaze
Blaze: what wrong
Coco: does something have to be wrong
Blaze: I mean after our last conversation I assumed I wouldn't be getting calls from you anymore
Coco: guess you were wrong
Blaze: what you need
Coco: can I be honest
Blaze: yes
Coco: what you said hurt me I thought we could really be something even if we couldn't and I was delusional why break me down like that seeing me broken makes you feel that good inside
Blaze: *sighs* no it no make me feel good and I can admit I was harsh. I still don't think it a good idea to pursue a relationship or friendship we start toxic as hell and there no fixing that
Coco: I understand but I want you to understand tha-
Blaze: hold on a second
Coco hears blaze background as a voice says " bae where are the towels at" he responds " in the dryer". Her heart stops for a second. She convinced herself him not wanting her was part of his cold persona no loose ends to make him vulnerable to others. Instead he just didn't want her he was clearly open to companionship with other bitches but not her
Blaze: now what you say
Coco: umm nothing it's cool thanks for this conversation
Blaze: why you try to rush off phone
Coco: I mean your towels are in the dryer so maybe you should get to them and her
Blaze: oh shit Courtney I explain she's not-
Coco: save it blaze
Blaze gets angry because coco wont hear him out and is acting like he's cheating
Blaze: I not you nigga anyway I shouldn't have to explain who I choose to fuck with
Coco: classic blaze never fails *tears up*
Blaze: I sorry coco don't cry okay what do you want from me I can't read you mind
Coco: can we please make this work
Blaze: I'm sorry for the drama and pain I cause in you life I may have not had your best interest but I didn't try to purposely fuck up you life which is why I wanted to keep relationship killer and witness. You'll forget about me eventually and be whole again. I don't think we should contact each other again. I don't wanna block you or sound like a heartless bastard but we have to separate okay ?
Coco: fuck you blaze
Coco ends call
Blinded by tears she opens instagram watching Laurent's storyCoco: Fuck it, let the games begin
I should DM him okay Courtney your about to do this no second guessing you thought about it let's goNot him being rude as hell like his bitch ass brother. He is fine though I mean he looks just like blaze but there's something different and I kind of like it. Wait so if he's Laurent that means blaze is Larry. Bitch ass name. Let me download what's app. Wait Courtney are you seriously about to do this. Blaze would literally kill me or beat my ass for not only fucking his brother but bringing him to California. Fuck it if he can move on with other bitches treat me dirty I can do the same.
Incoming call what's app Laurent🖤
Coco: helloTo be continued.....
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