Chapter 24: try again

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Mood for chapter: try again- teyana Taylor ( not teyana becoming the soundtrack to this story)
Continued.....
Come in and blaze walks through
Coco: what you come to get your ass whooped next
Blaze: idk you ready to die
Coco: of course you gotta shoot me like a coward
Blaze: *smirk* we need to have long overdue talk
Blaze comes and sits by coco and looks at her waiting for her to speak.
Coco: I have nothing to say
Blaze: cut bullshit Courtney
Coco: No you cut it dafuck
Blaze: you mouth has got real reckless lately
Coco: so I should've got reckless a long time then yo ass wouldn't have played in my face as long as you did
Blaze: I no play in your face
Coco: like that bitch attacked me randomly teach your hoes how to fight before stepping to me
Blaze: you delusional I no tell her to do that but I know
I did tell you leave Lau alone and stay out Compton
Coco: nigga should I do a recap of the fuck shit you did and still do
Blaze: you fucked my brother
Coco: I guess we even then
Blaze: Courtney I no come here to fight you tell me why you so mad you sleep with my brother you cause this
Coco monologue:
*takes a deep breath* I feel real bad for what I did to Lau and I almost don't recognize me. Normal and moral Courtney wouldn't do some dumb shit like that. He forgives me and is super nice and I'm grateful. It's fucking annoying I can't get over you it's been almost a year I should be happy I can move on from your psycho ass. I survived your fucking terror and mind games. I wish me living my life was good enough revenge .Everyone told me not to do it and I would regret it and I do. It's like you treat me so bad but when someone mention your name or you walk into a room and I *voice cracks* just break. You have done nothing for me to love you if anything I should be feeling this way about Lau not you he showed me love without the trauma. I guess him giving me love made me bitter that you couldn't. When I heard that bitch Mercedes  on the phone that day that crushed me because it meant I was lying to myself you weren't blowing me off because of your persona. You just didn't want me. I see you now  and I can tell you've grown and that's good but where's my healing. There's no way this one thing I did I'm cursed forever. You've done the most fucked up shit to me and others and I *sighs* you made me give you head and bounced. I guess that was your revenge. I have been through hell my entire life with my family and I tried to make you my silver lining and you were never  meant to be that. We shouldn't even know each other exist

Blaze pauses for a while internalizing cocos  words for the first time
Blaze monologue:
Courtney you know me. You know how I operate and what I stand on. You watch me kill someone for less. I specifically told you I'm heartless and I don't care about others. You got to comfortable with me. The cuddling shit, kissing me. That shit was going to far. Then you fuck my brother now Lau can make it seem like it not a big deal but are you fuckin crazy. What made you do that
Coco: *sniffles* I was hurt
Blaze: I hurt you that bad
Coco: you murdered someone in front of me are really that fucking heartless you don't get it
Blaze: that have nothing to do with why you fuck Laurent
Coco: it's the beginning
Blaze: so what the breaking point
Coco: that bitch.you let her call you baby she anit done shit for  you. I'm the only person who cared about you so stop staying you didn't ask you didn't have to. Treating me like I'm delusional like you didn't give me head and after you almost killed me kissed me again. Your crazy ass is fighting with yourself and it's not my fault. Plus I find it hard to believe you care about me sleeping with Laurent especially since I'm such a headache your ego is hurt because you  get off on being feared and I knew your reputation and didn't give a fuck and still did it. So stop trying to psychoanalyze me nigga. So admit it the hard truth  remember
Blaze: admit what
Coco: I'm your soft spot
Blaze: * takes deep breath* i do like you. I admit you are my soft spot. As much bullshit you do I can't kill you. So you sleeping with my brother did bother me. I let my guard down with you. I underestimated you and*sighs* if I killed you I would've regretted it I'm thankful you friend came in room. I was really going to shoot you and that scared me. You broke me down and made me care about you. You attention and clinginess was annoying but it felt good to be wanted. I felt like Larry for one time in that moment. Before all the drug shit but I know once I lean into that feeling it make me in danger to be overthrown. Which is why I push away until I was ready to leave the drug shit alone. I guess I assumed you got that but you took it as you not good enough. You really do piss me off but you to good for me. I sorry for the trauma I cause you and my coldness. We can try again but it going to be uphill battle. I can no lie to you
Coco: so what does this mean
Blaze: you mine now
Coco: no thank you
Blaze: i no ask
Coco: fuck off
Blaze reaches over to coco and kisses her lips as she gets butterflies. He lays her on her back on the bed locking Dre's door.
Coco: where is Tyler
Blaze: I send him on drop
Blaze takes off his clothes and pulls down coco's shorts and underwear. He climbs on top of her missionary and starts to slowly push inside of her. She moans as his strokes are rhythmic  and she whines against him.
Coco: blaze stop
Blaze: shut it
Coco eyes roll back in her head as blaze speeds up the pace getting deep as he can. This goes on for at least an hour in a half when. After multiple organisms from coco blaze is ready for his and he cums right inside of Courtney and doesn't pull out. She moans as he pulls out and lays beside her staring at the ceiling
Coco: are you sure
Blaze: what
Coco: I'm not sure blaze
Blaze: *pecks coco's lip* I sure baby
Coco pov
Hearing him call me baby is reminding me
Of Lau. Blaze has never been affectionate it feels weird.
Coco: what now
Blaze: stay rest of summer with me
Coco: no thanks I'm going back to Houston
Blaze: where I can no watch you
Coco: I don't need watching what you think another nigga gone take me away
Blaze: play with me if you want to
Coco: what you mean my stuff is in Houston
Blaze: I buy you new stuff
Coco: blaze
Blaze glares at coco as she rolls her eyes
Coco: I can't have you waste money on stuff  I already have
Blaze: end of discussion
*2 weeks later*
12:00 pm
Blaze: you hungry
Coco: yes
30 mins later
Coco and blaze are in the shower having passionate sex. Coco moans as holds up against the shower wall
Coco: ooh daddddy we have toooo eatttt
Blaze: we will soon
He starts pounding coco when her eyes roll in the back of her head as the  fog from the shower covers them and all you hear are sounds of bliss.
3:00 pm
Blaze:  you take forever to get ready we just go to casino
Coco: don't rush me
Coco sings to herself in the bathroom as she fixes her her hair


10 minutes later
Coco and blaze are headed to the casino. Blaze is focused on the road and this asshole is driving below the limit and it's really pissing blaze off.
Coco: blaze
Blaze: yes
Coco: did you tell Lau about us
Blaze: yes
Coco: how did he take it
Blaze: he relive you no alone because he was worried
Coco: I guess you have to meet my family and friends eventually. They make not like you at because of our history but they come around I'm scared for them to see you though especially my bitch ass parents
Blaze: I no give a fuck what they think
Coco: blaze
Blaze: didn't I say this no fairytale
Coco:  your so fucking heartless
Blaze: thank you baby
Coco: they just want the best for me
Blaze: I get it *as he jaw clenches and he grips the steering wheel*
Coco: I'm making you angry
Blaze: I just no like other in our business whatever we got through it stay with us no you friends, parents, Tyler and Dre, even lau
Coco: ok blaze
2 hours later
While internalizing what blaze said they head to the casino and it is packed. So coco takes out her phone scrolling on instagram she wonders if blaze would get mad at her taking a picture of him
Coco: blaze smile
Blaze: No
Coco: Larry
Coco takes the picture as blaze stares off in the distance.
Blaze: no call me larry again
Coco: it's the name your mama gave you
blaze: I no care
Coco: I'm your girlfriend I should be able to call you larry
Blaze stops walking and looks at her. Making her nervous she walks up to him and pecks his lips and holds her hand out for him to hold it
Coco: come on blaze
She doesn't tell him one she posted the picture of him on her instagram story

 Making her nervous she walks up to him and pecks his lips and holds her hand out for him to hold itCoco: come on blaze She doesn't tell him one she posted the picture of him on her instagram story

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Coco pov
I can't believe I just posted blaze omg. Luckily more of my followers are from Houston but I have got a couple new ones from Cali. Our group chat is off the hook. I'm just gonna put my phone on do not disturb. Ryan is pissed. I told her almost everything about blaze except the almost shooting me part. She didn't tell Normani and Megan about it so she's pissed rightfully so.
Coco: where are we playing first
Blaze: idk let's see
After hours of slot machines coco was ready to leave she even won a little money.
Coco: bae I'm ready
Blaze: let's go
blaze pov
Blaze and coco head back home to their destination when he gets a alert on his phone. He looks and sighs confused
iMessage from Mercedes💦
" so you back with that bitch and she can post you but I couldn't" still confused he opens the message and sees what Courtney posted
Blaze: COURTNEY
To be continued....

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