I take a breath and breathe
and then I breathe out.
I take a breath
and allow myself to relax
I take a breath
and realize what has come on in life.
I breathe in and now
I start a new path the journey.
I begin in fall and yet I ended in winter.
I begin again in summer, but I end and fall again
I'll begin and fall again wondering why is it that I always seem to love again?
Why is it that when the weather changes life describes itself and the new version of what I see.
why is it that I learned something new as the days go by the months change, and the year becomes a new.
How is it that,
I have fallen it again in the fall.
how is it that,
when the autumn leaves turn the color of yellow and red
the colors of
passion, love, and lust ,
coming to the fruits of life and Love.
why is it that I understand the point that you have given why is it that I have chosen to switch the side to watch the dice have been dealt?
Why is it that I have been given the chance to start a new?
why is it that the time has changed and now it's time to start again?
why is it that now that time has changed but still stays the same we are to do the dance and this time I should be patiently awaiting? Patience?
Patience !
I should have patience ,
that's all there is to this.
if I am to have patience
and I said that the key to everything.
for if I had patience before I couldn't understand for free.
if I had patience before
I could've waited longer.
for if I had patience before,
maybe I could've handled more pain.
maybe if I had patience
before I could've learned how to heal properly.
for if I had patience before
I could have not had so much heartache
for if I had patients before
Maybe you could've been mine.
But why should I think of the past ?
And the present is here!
I do my hope for the future
for that would only do my feet.
I shall wait in the present.
Hope each day continues as it does.
The journey is long
and treacherous for sure.
But this poem
is not one of sadness
or sorrow.
unlike past
or before
or as if the present
in the future
or one of the saying,
this poem,
represents now,
and only now
and forever
will be in the present
in this time alone
this poem will represent
who I am, and
who I will continue to be.
This will be the poem of my love.
This will be the poem,
and what I seek what I view,
and what I see when I think of you,
this poem will be the heart to my heart the words that I cannot say the feelings that I cannot give The love that I want to say it will be in the poem of a lifetime,
so it may
be short may
be long
it will be the gift in which I give it all.
It is time for me to stand still
at the same time moving along.
I am now a garden
going fully and fruits of love in life,
show my flowers bloom ever so brightly bringing in life
there is no more darkness
no shadows
no doubts show
you break my heart
it will be not hate you
You shall be loved,
and that is for sure
there shall be no doubt
and that Is For sure.
I have given my life many
doubts before
but for this one moment,
I don't know more
in this journey,
this life,
this moment
this time
in 1 million stars
your eyes are the ones
that shine the brightest in my eyes.
