CyberBully | h.s au

Seven

After church Harry quickly walked out before me, leaving me sitting and watching him walk off. I knew he wouldn't leave right away because his parents always stayed back to chat with the priest so I had time to talk to him.

I stood from my sport and took even breaths before telling my mom I was going to wait outside for them.

My head frantically turned in all directions trying to find where Harry was. The first thing I saw was his curly hair as he stood with his back to me. He looked tense and his head was looking out at the pond that was next to the church. He was leaning on the railing looking out at some swans that swam by. I almost didn't want to interrupt him.

I slowly walked over to him, the noise from inside the church slowly dying done. I sighed once I reached Harry's side and leaned on the railing beside him. I didn't bother looking up at him since I'm sure he had a scowl on his face.

"Harr-"

"Clair-"

We said at the same time, turning to look at each other. My mouth parted before I quickly snapped it shut and turned to look back out at the pond, not liking how intensely Harry was staring at me.

"Claire. Look at me." he said softly

I shook my head and bit my lip, wanting to leave this situation. I don't know why I thought this was a good idea. Everything that Harry's done to me for the past years was coming back to me and I didn't like how calmly he was talking to me. Like he didn't cyberbully me all these years.

"Claire just look at m-"

I whipped around to look at him, "No Harry. You are so confusing. One day you're telling me I'm worthless and ugly and the next you're calling me cute? Do you know how much pain you put me through with all your snarky comments. What, do you say them just because you think being popular is the answer? All your friends are dicks Harry. You don't deserve anything from me." my eyes welled up with tears and I quickly ran away, wiping the tears from my cheeks as I went.

I heard him call after me once but before he could run after me I ran to my car and laid against it. Hopefully he knew not to come near me right now because I just wanted to be alone. Funny how all these years all I've ever wanted was for Harry to like me back, and when he shows a sign of actually caring for me, I flip.

***Sorry I took so long to update. I'll try to update again this week:)***