𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬

𝐍𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐭

TW: self harm/ bad language

I hate the way he's so fucking mad all the time and thinks everyone's going to do everything he says. He's super annoying.
Carson by the way.
He's an ass.

like telling me to come home while I was with one of my friends just because of my brother. He wouldn't care if Carson had just lied and said i was with a girl mate. Clearly he wants me to be shouted at or just in his presence so he can annoy me even more by being a bitch. It's the only thing he's good at.

I open the door to the apartment shutting the door on Carson's face. I hear him push it open quickly walking past angrily.

I see Kayden on the sofa and he turns his head towards me and stands up waking towards me. "Where have you been?!" He shouts. "Out" I say quickly shrugging. He scoffs and crosses his arms. I roll my eyes and stare at him. "That's it? No explanation on who or where?" He says coldly making me mad because of his stupidity. I glare at him and walk to my room without giving him any explanation or words for that matter.

Wait Carson didn't tell him? why did I need to be home then?

fuck knows but I'm pissed.
I close my door and fall on my bed feeling so angry and start crying.

Ughhh.

Once I'm done crying I take my makeup off and get changed into joggers and a crop top. And put my hair up in a high pony. I hear a knock at my door and open it, I see Kayden standing there looking down. "I'm sorry I was just worried about you. You don't usually go out that's all and it's just different. Mum told me you'd stay in all the time" He says quietly rubbing his arm like he was sad about bringing our mother up. And now I had to think about her. I was trying not to.

"It's okay I'm going to go to sleep. I'll talk to you later" I say quickly shutting the door and covering my face with my hands. I walk fast in circles around my room trying not to cry again.

It's to much this time. I don't wanna think about her, i can't. I go over to my bed side table and root through the papers and clutter in there and finally found what I was looking for. My blade.
I pull my joggers down and put it to my skin while I started tearing up a little. I quickly put a plaster over it to make sure no blood went on my joggers and put everything back where I normally put it and lay down on my bed and eventually fall asleep.

᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣᪣

I wake up to Kayden and Carson shouting.
Football match.
I get up out of my bed and re-do my hair before walking into the living room.
They both keep there eyes on the tv until I stand right in front of it. They both look up at me annoyed. "Move out the fucking way" Carson says sternly. I laugh and move away sitting down in between them. Kayden looks at me and smiles. I smile back. "So Kayden are you cooking tonight?" I ask, watching the football. He looks at me and laughs. I look at him confused. He points at Carson who then looks at Kayden then at me. "He cooks in this place not me" he says seriously. I raise an eyebrow and laugh. Carson glares at Me.