𝐇𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐦

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𝐓𝐖: 𝐒𝐡 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐝

𝐓𝐖: 𝐒𝐡 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐝

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A few weeks later.

The guilt is till there, I just know it was the right thing to do in the moment.
he's not going to find out ever.

I keep the scan in my bedside table because I know that no one will go into my room without my permission and it's where I keep my most important things to me.

I've been finding it hard to cope with, finding out I was pregnant with Carson's baby and having to do what I did. I feel so guilty.
I'm back into my old habits again. I can't talk to anyone about it either. I don't know what to do.

I'm laying on my bed thinking until mh thoughts were stopped by hearing a knock on my bedroom door. I get up and open my door seeing Kayden standing outside. "Hey, I was wondering if you wanted to go out for a meal tonight instead of staying in?" He asks making me nod slowly. He raises an eyebrow
At me. "Are you okay, you've been in your room a lot lately?" He says concerned. I look at him and give a fake smile. "I'm okay" I tell him and he nods.

"Be ready for 7 ok?" He tells me before walking into the kitchen. I start to get ready, I'm wearing ripped jeans and a white crop top with my air forces.

(Like this)

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Once I'm ready I head into the living room and get my black leather jacket and put it on.
I see Carson dressed up in a black shirt.

Why does he need to wear that? And why is he going?

"Carson's coming too" Kayden tells me and I nod. We all head out and go to a restaurant. "This place looks expensive" I say while looking out the window looking at how fancy the restaurant looks. "Carson picked it" Kayden tells me and I ignore him and keep staring out the window.

We find a parking space and head inside. I sit opposite Carson and Kayden. "Let's see what they have" Kayden says excited. I look at him and smile a little.

I don't feel hungry. I haven't really felt like eating since the day I was pregnant. I look through the Menu and sigh making Carson and Kayden look at me. I glare at them making them go have to the conversation they were having.

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