TW: bad language, self harm, sexual assault
It was getting late, I'm guessing we are staying over. Carson was drinking whiskey with his mates and laughing. He would look at me then and there making me smile. I loved seeing him happy. I head upstairs to use the bathroom, I feel a pair of hands on my sides thinking it was Carson. I turned around noticing it was max, i push him away and give him a glare.
"Leave me alone." I said, hoping he gets the memo that I want him to fuck off. He laughs and continues to touch me. I tried to push him away but he was too strong, he held me with a tight grip. "Carson!" I shout at the top of my lungs, it gets Carson's attention quick, all I saw was max fall to the ground and Carson stood there angrily. I push past him and start waking away quickly. "Mi amor come here" he shouts, I continue walking away from him.
I go to another bathroom that they had in the house and lock mystery in there.
I start to panic and pace around, my breathing starts to get Heavier. I look at myself in the mirror. I start crying and look around the bathroom for anything sharp.I find a razor, I sigh in relief and break it. Once I had a better chance at hurting myself with it. I pull my pants down. I throw it in the bin afterwards and clean myself up before opening the door. I see Carson standing there looking worried. "Wanna go home?" He asks, i nod and he pulls me in for a hug. I hug him back tightly. I love his hugs.
We head back to the apartment after Carson says his goodbyes. Kayden picks us up because of Carson drinking. I rest my head on his shoulder and don't speak the entire car ride. I listen to Carson and Kayden talking about football.
When we get back, I get out the car and walk straight upstairs. "What's wrong with her?" I hear Kayden ask Carson. He sighs, "I'll tell you later." Carson tells him making me turn around and cross my arms. "No." I say coldly making him nod his head.
I go straight to my room looking for a comfy outfit. Then I go into the bathroom and turn the shower on, i notice Carson leaning on the door frame watching me. "Do you want some company?" He asks, making me look at him with wide eyes. He smirks and I nod slowly.
He walks closer to me and wraps his arms around me. "I'm here for you okay" he mumbles against my neck. "I know" I replied. He lets me go and starts taking his clothes off. I go over to the bathroom door and lock it. Then I take off my clothes and put them in the laundry basket and hop in the shower with Carson getting in the shower not long after me.
"What would you have called our baby" I mumbled quietly. He stares at me while thinking. "Bella for a girl" he states and i raise an eyebrow. "Why Bella?" I ask him, noticing his lips starting to form a smile. "Because it means beautiful, like you" he responded making me smile.
"What about a boy, what would you pick?" I ask. He shakes his head no making me go confused. "I don't need to tell you. The baby was a girl I can feel it" he states making my eyes go wide.
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