Nozomi's Pov
i lie in bed scrolling on insta listening to 'Bread and butter' By Gunna, free thugga but this lil snitch ate.
I see the notification at the top from my older sister Gianna.
Time: 7:45She's right about the breakup but it's like what if i see him there or something. i don't wanna be triggered and ruin the night.
Time:8:00
I sigh pausing my music thinking about what i'm gon wear. "I guess it's time for me to get ready" I get up from my bed and start my shower. My mom gon on a work trip so no need to ask about goin. and my dad.. i don't wanna talk about his deadbeat bald headed baggy clothes fat ass.
Time: 8:30
I hop out the shower and look through my closet. after looking for a bit i found a fit.I throw the fit on and start doing my hair. I used a wig sent by Shesoprada. "Nun thin about this wig pur" I say while putting my hot comb to the front.
Time:8:56
My sister pulled up earlier than expected so i made her take my pics for the gram."Bitch is u almost done? u did every pose like 5 fkn times" Gigi said taking my pictures for me. "Girl chill i'm almost done Tf." I say mugging her. "Don't mug me big back, that's why dad left cus u big." she said back "Gimme my fkn phone damn" i said
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ShesoZomi: Not the same bitch i was when u met me
Comments disabled*Time jump*
Time:10:15
We pulled up to the party and it was hella cars outside.
"You think we should even still go ?" i say rubbing my arm. "why wouldn't we go?dummy." Gigi said mugging me a little. "first off i'm not dumb, and second off we already late what's the point?" i say leaning up in my seat and scrunching my face up. "Girl what ian say dummy i said zomi, u trippin. and we running on colored people time now come on." she says turning off the car and stepping out, i was so anxious i didn't even realize she parked. "igh." i mumble taking my seatbelt off and stepping out .We arrive at the door and a fine nigga bout 6"1 stops us at the door. "Yo $10 for both.so 20" he says and then glances over at me. i'm standing behind her not wanting to be in the way. "well i guess y'all can get in for free." he says smirking at me.I blush a little, well not really since i'm black asfk but you get the gist, "thanks" i say smiling at him as me n my sister walk into the party.
My sister steps in and automatically she found her place. she hears her fav song "SKEEYEE" she yells running into the crowd of everybody else enjoying the song. why tf would her dumb fat ass leave me bro i say walking around trying to find the table, i need a drink.
I found the table and poured me a shot of henny, it felt good so i poured another, then another until i felt that it was too much, yeah i handle my liq better than most u hoes tf. I start to walk around searching for my sister in a crowd while nonstop texting her before i felt a random body bump into me. I look up and its the same nigga tryna get money from the people at the door. "Damn u can't say excuse me?" i hear a deep voice say. "I said excuse me maybe if yo ass was listening better u could've heard sum shi barney." i say because he's wearing an all purple fit looking like he loves me and i love him. he chuckles before saying"Igh igh u got me there that was kinda funny.my name dreco but my niggas call me dre" smiling a bit i say "my name is Nozomi but everybody calls me Zomi. wait wtf you mean yo niggas? u gay?" i say looking around. he rolls his eyes "like my friends- ian gotta explain shi to u shawty." he say muggin me " my bad my bad. u tryna go somewhere quieter i'm tired of this loud ass music" i say practically hollering "yes ma'am u took the words right out ma mouth" he says. we walk around trying to find another room further.
*Time jump*We sat in this room talking for about an hour, i found out a lot of shi about him. Like the fact that he plays football, he's singleee, and he smoke hella which i don't understand because he's such a good athlete. "Nigga how u ain't pass out on the field yet?"I ask because huh. He rolls his eyes and says "don't worry abt it shawt so tell me about yourself." I tell him about how i'm a influencer and wig ambassador for various companies, i'm on honor roll, i love fashion, and i love THUGGA. he nods his head while looking at my lips as i talk. "boy what u looking at my lips for my eyes up here" i saw chuckling. "man this might be the liq talking but-"
hold on!! is this nigga really finna flirt wimme, ion even know him for real. ion mind tho his sexy ass can flirt wimme anyday. igh press play. "you beautiful ma" he says tilting his head to the side a lil while smirking "thank you i appreciate it" say smiling blushing a bit. "you welcome he say moving closer. is he finna make a move on me, a girl he barely knows? is it the liq or he actually feeling this. ionk but we both tipsy asfk so FUCK IT!!. He places one hand on my back, one hand on my cheek as he pulls me in for a kiss. he kisses me so i kiss back naturally. i needed to get my mind off this ex nigga and worry about a new nigga. he lays me on my back and i snap out of this lust fest."Woah we moving a little fast right now let's take it slower. i wanna get to know u more" I say sitting up pushing him off of me. he nods and says he understands. he pulls me onto his lap and we make out for a little until *Ring Ring Ring* "fuck" i say lifting my phone and answering it. my drunken sister on the other line yelling at me to come on. "igh chill hoe here i come" i say getting off of Dreco's lap. "i gotta go my sister trippin". "it's ok ma i understand" he says standing up and walking me out. We exchanged numbers at the door and hugged goodbye.
"you cheesing hard asl girl what happened" My sloppy drunk sister asks "i'll tell u when u sober up but for now i think i'll drive."
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losing my mind
Romance16 yo Nozomi finding peace in others when she couldn't find peace in herself .