*Nozomis pov*
it's been a month since the whole jamar situation and he's coming home this weekend , great. we haven't talked since then i know it's gonna be awkward so i decided to invite tay over for a cute dinner with my family tonight. maybe him n jamar can take out wtv they're problem is.
i go in my closet to pick a wig for my promo tiktok. once i find one i set up my camera and start installing my wig.
"ok so today y'all i got this wig that @asteriahair sent me. They sent this 30 inch HD lace body wave jet black with brown highlight wig from they page i'm gon tag her down below. this is very good quality so far y'all i like it." i say combing it "i already bleached and plucked it so i'll get pack to y'all when i finish installing it." I install it and curl it so the curls pop. i finish my promo video and take ts right off. i still have like 5 to go. i change outfit and make ANOTHER video then another. i end up keeping the last wig on. a 613 wig bone straight cs i keep burning my hand.after making and sending my videos to the vendors i chill in my room bored not having anywhere to go. My mom basically grounded me for arguing wit my brother when he was trying to "help" me. y'all can tell who her fav is but wtv.
i go to gigis room just to bother her."Zomi don't start wimme girl in getting ready for this date." she says putting her lashes on at her vanity
"DATE?" i ask "tell me everything pleaseee." i beg
"well. This dude kept swiping up on my story and he was fine so i ended up getting his number. We started talking and now he wants to take me out of town for a little for a date. so i agreed and now he's getting me later."
"lemme see him oh my godd ." i say
she hands me her phone and shows me a pic of this tall man"who is this grown man tryna fck wit my sister." i say laughing
"girl i am 18 stop playin." she say turning around to look at me
"ok girl whateva. so is u gon miss this dinner tonight?" i ask
"imma have to." she says
"UGH why do u have to leave me with Ja and Tay. this is too much." i say falling onto her bed.
"i knowww i'm sorry but i needa get out sometimes too." she says pouting
"i know, i hope you have fun."i say getting up
"ok love u." she says
"love you more." i say walking out.Time jump
Jay's home. when he arrives my mom is jumping with joy but i'm waiting for Tay.
"AWW MY BABY FINALLY HOME." my mama says hugging Ja
"I missed you guys." he says parting from the hug
I put on a fake smile and say "missed u too."
I hear my phone dingTay💕💍:i'm outside
"Ma tays here" i say
"oh ok good let him in." she says walking to the kitchen.
"wow u for real decided to invite that nigga." he says chuckling.
"why wouldn't i?" i say opening the door
Tay walks in and i great him with a kiss.
"i missed you ma." he says. He's been so busy with football. all he's done is practice, games practice, games over n over.
"i missed you more baby." i say jumping into his arms. "my moms in the kitchen let's go."
We walk to the kitchen and so does Ja.
"Hey me.aleen" he says
"oh hey baby." she says hugging him. "And please just call me Yazmine."
"nah my mom would kill me if she heard me calling you by your first name." he says laughing. everyone laughs but ja he walks over to the table
"i'm finna help make the table." Tay says walking over to the table.
I see them talking and get scared. please don't start arguing bro i don't feel like hearing it.
i go over there to hear them talking about jackie."Hey y'all" i say bringing over plates
"oh so u can speak to someone other than ur lil leech." Ja says
"yo what the fuck is ur problem. u been muggin me the whole time i been here like u got something to say." Tay says. My mom walks in after hearing the commotion
"Woahh. What is y'all in here arguing about." she says stepping between them
"ma-" i get cut off by her putting her hand out
"i didn't ask u." she says turning to my brother. Well damn i'm tryna help you.
"man mama he came up in the house talking crazy tryna start sum. and you know i'm not like that so i'm tryna defuse the situation but he got all loud and violent." he says
"Ms. Aleen he's lying, you know i would never come into your home and disrespect your son. Especially considering how much i love your daughter and how much i respect you." Tay says"momma that's not even what happened Jamar don't like tay. He been throwing shots at him all day over some stupid bit- girl." i say
"ion even know who to believe. dinners ready." she says before walking to the kitchen.
Everyone sits down after the food was brought in. The dinner was very awkward and silent accept for the conversation my mom and ja were having about college and football.
"Tay i heard u play football too." my mom says putting her fork down
"yes ma'am one of the best players in the state." he says smiling
"oh really?"he says impressed.
"Yeah i got a lot of offers for colleges but i'm not sure what to pick." he says "y'all should come to my game tomorrow, it's about a 1 hour drive but it'll be worth it." he says shooting a smile at Ja.
"we'll be there" i say
"yeah i don't see why not, it's not like we're busy." my mom says. I can see ja getting upset
"may i be excused?" ja ask gritting his teeth
"yes sir." my mom says. Ja gets up and walks to his room. I know he mad aslAfter dinner tay left and i cleaned up the dinning room.
"so what's going on with ja and tay?" my mom asks
"Ja is mad at me for dating tay because he was messing with this girl i fought. i guess he just don't want me hurt." i say rolling my eyes scrubbing the plates
"Now zomi. If you know that boys bad news why would u be with him." she says
"that's the thing ma, he's not. He's sweet and kind and he spoils me." i say
"if you say so zomi. i just don't want u hurt again." she says kissing me on the forehead and walking off.Will i be hurt in this relationship..?
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losing my mind
Romance16 yo Nozomi finding peace in others when she couldn't find peace in herself .