*Zomi's Pov*
I'm chilling in my bed tired as hell thinking about my date i have tonight with the much finer homeboy,Tayvion.
I get up outta bed to get my day started. once i hop out the shower i throw on a simple fit since i'm not planning on doing much.As i'm in the kitchen making me sum to eat my phone goes off, it was a no caller id and ion play like tht so i ignore it . I went back to making my food and it goes off again and again and again. "who tf is this calling my phone fucking up my music" i say irritated as tf. they keep calling so i looked at my phone to see how many calls i have missed from them.
"Whoever tf this is is so desperate to talk to me" i say calling the number back and you wouldn't believe who tf it was
"hello" the sorry ass nigga on the other side says
"Nigga i don't want nun to do wit ur sorry ass jus leave me alone" i say getting ready to hang up.
"look i know youn wanna talk but please can we meet up so we can talk sum out?" Dreco says sounding hurt asl.
"now u wanna be all sad and shi like u ain't go and fck my bestfriend u grimey ass nigga ion wanna talk abt shi" i say turning the stove off i'm mad but ian mad enough to burn my house down.
"Nozomi please i'm begging u please lemme come get u rq if you ain't fuckin wit what i'm saying then i'll quit but don't think ion know abt u hitting up one of my homeboys, goodluck wit him." he says adding a lil chuckle at the end.
"nigga what's funny and what is u talm bout good luck ion need ya luck." i say "u got 30 minutes when u come nun more bye. i say hanging up. What the fuck am i doing, i'm really finna talk to this nigga?*Time jump*
I walk outside and get into dreco's car.
"so what the fuck did u want" i say setting a timer on my phone for 28 minutes and pressing record on voice memos
"Look Zomi i know u mad as hell but Zomi u gotta understand she threw herself on me. i was so mad at the time i wasn't thinking and it led to something different but i swear it was nothing. i loved u bro and i still do i never meant to hurt u."
"You ain't mean to hurt me but that's all you've been doing Dreco. If it ain't u putting your hands on me then it's you calling me out my name or i cheating. This is the second time you've cheated on me and we wasn't together for but 2 months. I'm tired of being hurt by you that's not what i want. i can't fucking stand u anymore dreco. I hate you." i say trying to open the car door, it's locked..
"Dreco please, jus let me go." i say tears falling down my face not knowing what's going to happen next
"Jus chill and let me talk to u please, i love u , i fucking love u. I'm not letting you go until you understand how much i love u." he says pulling my face towards him and dragging it to my thigh.
i tried to move his hand but it didn't budge
"Dreco please just let me out i don't wanna be in here no more. just let me leave."
"nah youn understand i love you too much to let u go." he says lifting his hand higher and higher til it reached my private area.
"Dreco no." i say sadness turning into something else.
he begins to slip his hand into my pants beginning to rub around i let out a small moan. He smirks as he speeds up. I grab his hand "h-hell no" i say moving his hand out. "I came out here to talk u said what you needed to say i'm ready to go unlock the door. i say.
"u sure? seemed like u was enjoying it to me why stop now?" he says licking his fingers.
"yeah i'm sure i only wanted to talk n u tryna do sum different so unlock this door i got shi to do. i say jiggling the handle.
"igh igh" he says unlocking the door
YOU ARE READING
losing my mind
Romance16 yo Nozomi finding peace in others when she couldn't find peace in herself .