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5. Near, Far...

With a private lift he directly came in his office which was at 28th floor of the building, the calming grey brown and white interior, with attached sitting area and relaxing room failed to calm him today.

Ziyaan spread his checkerd ice blue colored coat out on the back of his main chair and sat with a thud, his mind was blank and foggy he wasn't able to think straight the thoughts were roaming back and forth.
Just another symptom of his illness.

Unbuttoning the vest and cuffs he folded the sleeves of his white dress shirt and set the air conditioner temperature to lower settings while loosing his tie knot, he was suddenly feeling soo flushed and the headache was now grow towards the back of his neck too, but these constant headaches was his routine now.

He rests his head on the back of his chair and stared the ceiling with his hazy grey colored eyes.
He doesn't even know what to think at that moment.

"He can't blame Zeeniya for moving on in her life, but he wants to ask her... about everything...

But how can he just ask her? And What will be the questions?

That, why she choose another person and is happy now? Despite his attempts to break her for ever?

Or how is she brave enough to just trust someone again when he shattered that trust completely 7 year ago?

That's what he'll ask her? No, He can't ask her anything...
She was happy and laughing with her family, he didn't saw her laughing like this in days... how can he just interrupt in her peacful life again.
He loved her enough to break her heart not risking her safety seven years ago, despite knowing that his every word will kill her, right?

So he still loves her enough to just let her be happy, it's time to just face the consequences of his own deeds."

"And it's better if she moved on, atleast she's happy, he will live with that just fine, she could never have any future with him
As he doesn't have any future, he can't even trust his body to be able to stand up tomorrow, then how can he bound her with his love. "

He sighs deeply and sat straight tried to focus on the laptop, he was tired but the work cannot wait. He has to be present,

He has to face Saira’s displeasure almost every day after work. He doesn't want to upset her but what he could do?
He knows his sister is worried for him and wants him to rest all day but he can't afford to be absent, to show the world that he's sick, that their rival is weak and dying day by day.

The Chouhan got to know about him being admitted in hospital and the letter was his reaction, he tried to target Saira thinking that her brother will be too sick to take any action, and he startle him by showing up on his door with the reply of his letter.

Saira can't understands this that he needs to secure her future enough before going out of her life forever.
He needs to make sure she will be safe, that no one will come to her, target her after him.

The knocked on the door brings him out of his world, his PA came inside and put some files on his desk "Good Afternoon Sir! The files you asked for..." Ziyaan nodded and asked him to brief his schedule for today.

He sigh shaking his head, when he explained his schedule, He has three meetings in line today as he missed one of them yesterday, the work just overloaded because he just take a day off...

After the PA takes his leave Ziyaan prepares the documents for the meetings just when his phone starts ringing, without looking at the caller id He knew whom it could be and received the call but didn't dare to keep the phone near his ear as she can blast his hearing ability.