7 Minutes ~ Jude Bellingham

even the devil can look like an angel

Time skip - 11 months later

When Jude and I got together, I started living in a fairytale. He was the most sweet, loving, caring and protective boyfriend a girl could wish for. He was always there for me, taking care of me and making sure that I knew that he loves me. 

But as we all know, fairytales all come to an end and most of them aren't real. So was this one. 

Jude had changed. From a loving, sweet and perfect boyfriend to a not caring, cold and silent man that just happened to live in the same house as me. Maybe you think I'm being dramatic, but let me tell you about the things that happened. 

When he comes home, he doesn't pay attention to me. He doesn't talk to me, doesn't give me a kiss or a hug. Heck, he doesn't even look at me. When I'm talking to him during dinner, he just looks at his phone and every now and then he makes a humming noise. When I ask him if he was listening to me, he directly says 'no.' and continues to do whatever he was doing on his phone. 

When we go to bed and I say goodnight, he doesn't say anything back and turns his back to me to sleep. 

There are rumours that he's leaving Dortmund and is going to Madrid and I would love to confirm that to you, but every time I ask him he just ignores me. It really pisses me off that he's acting like this all of a sudden, but maybe just maybe he has a good reason to be like this.

Being the good girlfriend I am, I continue going to his games and support him no matter what. And that was not different today. 

Borussia Dortmund is playing the derby against Bayern München today. It's early april, so that means that the season is getting in its final stage. Winning means maintaining the first place in the Bundesliga and taking a huge option on winning the title. 

Before I entered the stadium, I decided to send Jude a message to wish him good luck. Although he hasn't talked to me for like two weeks, he's still my boyfriend and I still love him. 

Hey babe, goodluck today! x 

Seen by Jude, 14u58

"Damn, okay. Nice of you Jude. You could've at least liked the message." I thought by myself. 

I sighed as I put my phone away, walking over to family entrance of the stadium. 

"Hello M'am. Can I have your name please?" the security guard asked. "Lena Becker" I responded. The man scanned the sheet of paper with his eyes before he frowned. 

"I'm sorry M'am, but your name is not on the list. Who are you here for?" he asked. "Jude Bellingham." I responded, slightly concerned. 

"No M'am I'm sorry, Mr. Bellingham has not informed us about anyone coming to the game for him. I'm gonna have to ask you to leave the stadium." the guard said sternly as I felt my heart drop. 

He forgot to inform them. Fuck no, he didn't want to inform them. He doesn't want me to be here.

I could feel the tears forming in my eyes as I turned around, ready to leave the stadium. I was about to leave until I heard someone talking to the security guard. 

"It's okay man, she's here with me." I head a familiar voice saying. I turned around and I saw Jamal Musiala looking at me. I was relieved that he was there. He smiled at me before waving me over. I walked over to him and he put his arm around my shoulder, before saying a quick thank you to the security guard. 

"Why are you here Jamal, shouldn't you be warming up?" I asked him and he shook his head. "I'm injured, nothing bad but I can't play this weekend. Didn't Jude tell you that?" he asked. I shook my had