⚠️TW sa⚠️

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A/N: you and Matt aren't technically dating in this one, but you could say that you are love interests for each other. If you are triggered by mentions/descriptions of sexual assault, you shouldn't read this one.

         My boyfriend, James, and I like to stay after school to hang out in the cafeteria one on one. He's never been extremely loving towards me, but I don't think he's ever been "mean".....I don't think.
         James and I were just talking about nothing, just stupidness. He caressed his hand over my face. I was looking at him with a smile. He leaned in and kissed me. I kissed him back, lightly. He began to get more aggressive in his kiss.
          His hand began to travel from my hip up to my boobs. I dusted his hand off and pulled away kindly. "Um- sorry, I'm not ready for that yet. We can still kiss though, just nothing... sexual." He looked at me, and his brow began to furrow with anger. He grabbed my wrists and pinned me against the wall aggressively.
           I struggled to move, as tears began to form in my eyes. "You bitch, you're lucky I'm even into a cunt like you." He said, fury radiating in his voice. He pressed his lips up against mine, and he brought me to the floor. I struggled to be released from his grip, but he refused. "Stop moving, I know you want it, slut." He began to grope me, attempting to remove my bra.
            "HELP!" I screamed. He slapped me in the face. "Be quiet or you'll regret it, I swear to fucking god." Now, he was trying to unbutton my jeans. I squirmed so much, he could barely do it. At this point, tears were streaming down my face. "Please, help" I managed to get out in between sobs.
             I heard footsteps, but ignored them because I was too focused on keeping him from getting my pants off. Suddenly, a weight was taken off of me. I opened my eyes and saw a boy. Tall, brown hair, blue eyes. And James was off of me.
              I immediately stood up and ran to go behind the boy. He ran up to James and started throwing punches. "WOAH, CHILL MAN, SHE WAS ASKING FOR IT." James yelled. The boy pinned James down. "If by asking for it you mean screaming for help, then sure bud. Get the fuck out of here before I call the police." He said firmly.
             While they were talking I snapped my bra back together, and buttoned my jeans. I was sitting against the wall, knees to my chest. I was zoned out, shaking and crying. I felt a touch on my shoulder. I flinched so hard, but it was just the boy.
              "Hey, hey hey, it's okay don't worry, he's gone. I'm not gonna hurt you." His voice was soft, and gentle. His hand was warm on my shoulder, and his touch was kind. He knelt down to my level.  "Take deep breathes, in....and out, very good." I took deep breathes with him until my breathing calmed down. "Good, now, did you know him?" He asked. He sounded worried.
"Yea um, he's my boyfriend."  He chuckled sarcastically. "Yea some boyfriend. Why are you with him?"
"I don't know, he's never been like this before, I mean so aggressive and forceful. But then again, he's not exactly, loving either."
"Okay, well I'm Matt, what's your name?"
"Y/N, thank you for kinda saving me back there."
"Of course, it's so biggie. Do you have a ride home?"  I just looked down and shook my head.
"It's okay, I can take you." I nodded, and followed him out of the building. The car ride home was a comfortable silence. My knees were to my chest, and my arms were covering the rest of my body. I felt disgusting, violated. "Okay y/n, we're here."
"Thank you for taking me home."
"Of course." He took my phone and started typing something. "If you need anything else, here's my number. Call me anytime." He offered. I felt comfortable and safe with Matt. I didn't want to be alone right now. "Hey Matt?"
"Yea"
"Um- do you maybe wanna- You don't have to, but could you stay with me. I don't really want to be alone right now. I want to feel safe."
He looked at me shocked, but his expression changed to a soft smile. "Yea, of course."
            When we got in my room, I went to change and I threw out the clothes I previously had on. I climbed into the bed next to Matt. "Y/N, are you okay? Like seriously." I stayed silent for a moment. Tears began to well up in my eyes, but I wiped them away before they could escape.
"Um, not right now, but I will be. Eventually. Nothing lasts forever, so the pain will go away someday." I admitted. He was silent, so I looked over at him. He was just looking at me. I scooted closer to him, and rested my head on his chest. He wrapped his arms around me, and we fell asleep like that. It was a very hard day, but being with Matt is like a reminder that it will get better. And with him, I am a little better.

A/N: sorry this one was so long you guys. And I'm sorry if this offended anybody, but I did put a tw so 🤷‍♀️. Anywho, bye bye
-Alyssa

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