Recovery

Fight'N Myself

       I am my biggest enemy......Always have been always will be. I will always judge myself harder, details to the T's and down to the seconds and tones of my voice. I don't know when to quit or give up and it bites me in the ass. I love proving people wrong. I love it when they say I can't do it then out shine them in the end. I may have battled and fought while they watched and laughed. Those who watch and those who do. Which one are you? Do you pick yourself up by the boot straps and get the tough work done....?!? Because I don't have time to waste, I work hard. An when I'm tired I work harder. Im having a bad day I'm smiling brighter because I know I get through it. Im work and push through the things that other struggle to deal with. Because I can, you just watch my struggle. Those who know are just watching my growth and smiling because in there hearts I made it. Our definitions of making it are way different. What's your drive?

        So when you throw out your "comments" and "opinions". Just know I was doing just fine before you opened your mouth and I will listen. But I'll also be keep doing what I do and be just fine; after you think you go to me. So fight me, "challenge me", throw your best at me. Ain't no one going hit harder then I do. I don't got nothing to prove to no one but myself. I'm doing well, doing great, I'm improving and continuing growth. Just because you don't see my progress doesn't mean it's not there. Just means in progressing fast than I realized and I just need a second to take a breath , step back and look how far I've come and what I overcame. I smile and know ("I'm still living life and just doing me..." 1st sgt. high school teacher)