Recovery

Past

    When you get hurt as a child you don't full understand why it happens to you or how anyone can do that to family. But as you grow up and learn right from wrong. The hardest part is coming to terms that it was never your fault an that you couldn't have stopped it even if you did know what was going on. That because my biggest fear is that it would happen again.

    I knew God gave his toughest battle to his strongest angels on earth. So every other problem seemed to be so small compared to what had already happened to me. I never asked to be hurt or to go through any of it. But God did it take a lifetime to even start to learn how to heal or even wanting to heal.

I had people come into my life a just the right time. That have walked with me to help me get another step closer on my journey. Each person has made a big impact on my life; lesson well learned.

But there are things I can not get through that probably will always stay "stuck-in-the-past". I'm okay with that... I have made my peace with it. There are things I'll never forget.... That I really wish I could forget.