Sodo's Heart

Chapter 1

Hey there,so U are the one that is obsessed with me.... .So let's see if u can handle to finish this book.                                                                                    Game on

Another day,another concert.I don't really remember where we are by now.I'm just getting ready for the show ...I wear my usuall black longsleeved shirt under the our ghoul uniform to hide my tattoos.It's getting hot in there very damm fast but Papa wants us to look as uni as possible.Swiss,Rain and Phantom are already done.I'm the shy one in the band even after years with them on tour.The only time i let myself go is on stage.My alter-ego takes over.Swiss just sticked his head in to tell me to be ready.The show starts in 13 minutes.Finally done.It was a good show and I'am tired now.Just packed my guitars back in there cases and head back to our bus to get some rest.I really feel like 41 today.Hm I can't see Swiss anywhere.He must have gone out with Phan and Rain.I just got to our matt black doppeldecker tourbus.The lights are all off so I guess I get some alonetime. Due to its form I'm the only one who can stand up straight in the bus at all times.It's completly quiet so I guess its empty.Just heading to my bed to get some rest and music going.Wait.... was that a moan ?!? Did one of the guys have a groupie over again? "Ahh." OH Shit thats Swiss's voice.He didn't hear me comming in. I can't hear anyone else so he must be alone.Fuck... did I just walk into Swiss playing!? His bed is right across of mine,so I can't sneak in pretending i didn't hear him."Fuck,yeah." Holy Shit I really shouldn't be here! I try to move but I can't help myself listening to him.The growl in his voice gets deeper with every breath. The curtain of his bed is closed to i can't see him.It's completly dark in the bus besides the safety LED-lights at the ground.He moans 2-3 times more before I try again to get away.The sounds filling the air in the bus and get sharper each time.Fuck.. it's feels wrong and strange to just stand here listening to him. " Fuck.... So..oh." He moans again. This time it sounds like he is moving.I try hard not to look in his direction but fail.His breathing is now flat and fast as are his moans.Why am I so facinated by listening to him.I'm not even gay.But hearing Swiss does things to my mind i can't and won't explain.Maybe I just need to fuck again.The last time was weeks ago and not even good.Swiss's deep growl cut me out of my thoughts.Shit that made even my cock twitch.I really need more sex.Rain and Phan are clubbing again and find themselves someone to lay with but I'am not a partyanimal far from it. To old and fragile u know.Fuck... what am I doing here? " Argh,Sodo....ahhh." W.T.F.I'am frozen in my thoughts and body.Shit did he see me lurking around? A quick look in his direction tells me otherwise.The curtain is still complete closed.He growls again.Yeah maybe I didn't hear it right. I wasn't even done thinking that when I heard him again.Just this time it was loud and clear. "Fuck...SODO..Fuck."Did he just cum with my name on his lips?!? I can't even deny it since it was soo clear.Wow I don't know what to think.I didn't even know Swiss had a crush on me in the first place."Its not polite to sneak in on somebody while they're busy,you know!" I look up and straight into Swiss dark eyes.He has the curtain in his hand.He is shirtless with a smirk on his face that get's bigger when I don't answer right away.He opens the curtain wider and moves to pull his shorts up.Still slightly hard and a little sweat shimmers on his chest.He knows I'am checking him out and I can't stop myself.I just heard him cum with my name on his lips and now checking him out.He watches me too while he moves his legs over to bed.I'am still standing close to the stairs not knowing what to do. "Are u going to stand there all wierd the hole night?" He ask with a smile across his face. "How did u know it was me?When?" He chuckled. " I know Rain and Phan are clubbing and I smelled ur cologne the second u came up here.I gifted it to you last christmas,remember?" Yeah I forgot about that. I moved a little closer to get rid of the freeze."Ah,so u can move." I looked at his face again just to see him smirking,of course. "Didn't know u were gay."Yeah Sod just adress the elefant in the fucking room. Swiss just moved his shoulders without answering.I walked to my bed across of his and opened my curtain when I hear his voice again.This time without any smirk or smile in it. "Did u like what u heard?" Wait what?!? I tried to seem like i didn't hear him. "I know u can hear me Sodo." he says now closer to me. Fuck I can't. I turn to him.Big mistake. His face was right in front of me only inches away. "Answer me,Sodo." He looks me straight in the eyes.No way escaping from him now.I cant even break the eyecontact with him. " Yes, I liked it." It was not more than a whisper but he heard it. "Good." It's all i could hear before his big hands grapped my face closing the small distance between us. His lips are soft and warm.I can't help but taste them with my tounge.He takes that as invitation to deepen the kiss.His tounge forcing my mouth to open.It feels amazing.He pulls me to him until he is laying on his bed with me on top.His hand sliding down my back while his lips are keeping me prisoner.Swiss let's out a small growl without breaking the kiss.I quit that by soflty biting his lower lip which has his hips twitch against me.His hands are now on his waist and he moves to get rid of his pants just to work on my jeans.I move so the fabric ends up on my knees.He still not break away from my lips.But I hear his breathing becomming faster and flat again.I finally move my lips away from his mouth to his jawline further down his neck.Slightly biting him here and there.That makes him growl even more.I feel his legs moving now completly naked. "Come back up here." he whispers.His hand grab my face again.His other hand moves down my back again and I gasp when I feel it around my cock.He doesn't even gives me time to react.Just starts massaging me with his big hand.Fuck.. that feels good. He chuckled silently when i pushed myself against his hand now fully hard.Swiss keeps on kissing me while his hand works me harder.A few thrusts later and I feel him move again.I freeze when i feel something warm,wet on the top of my cock and just look at him. "You're sure?" I ask him completly serious now.Swiss just smirkes back at me." Dreamed all day about that." With that he lines himself up and thrusts my cock into him with a deep push.Hell...fuuuckkk. He feels so thight and hot around my lenght. "Fucckk.. thats way better than I imagined." He moans as I start moving slowly not to hurt him. "No need to go slow.I played already a long time thinking about this." I thrust harder in him making him curse and moan even louder.After a while we find a rhythm.Both breathing flat now.While his lips are back on mine his free hand playing with his cock.I cant but take it all in.My cock sliding now faster and faster.Our moans fill the bus.I can't hold on any longer and he knows it." I...gon...gonna..." I don't even get to finish the sentence when my hot cum fills Swiss. He follows me right after and his orgasm massages my cock even thighter.His hand let's go of his cock.His own load spread across his muscles. I push my forehead against his panting.Releasing my cock from him.I just fucked a guy. woow its was amazing.My first time with a men but I'am soo glad it was Swiss. He just looks at me and kissing me again. " I better clean up before the guys are back." I pull up my pants and jeans while climbing out of his bed.Just in time he puts his pants back up when the bus door opens again.