Sodo's Heart

Ana

Isn't it any fan girls wet dream to have her idol near her?!?
Iam a fan of Sodo since I found Katatonia a long time ago and I followed him now to Ghost.
What started as a Crush and hyperfixation now turned into something way more real...

The night we met

It was after the concert that I wanted to enjoy the night a little longer.So I decided to hang out in the park near the venue.Due to my bad experiences I developed a hyperfocus for my surroundings and that's when I saw him.

I knew quite fast that he wasn't able to see me sitting under one of the trees in the shadows.

I couldn't help but watch him.

Something inside me convinced me to make myself known so I stood up and called after him.

Sodo turned around and I was stunned and frozen in my steps.Safe to say there is a difference between seeing him on stage and now.

His answer was not far from being naughty just as my own which didn't help my nervousness.

I pushed myself off the tree and chuckled.I got a few steps closer to him and said my favourite quote from lord of the rings." You should never underestimate a Draves."

That made him laugh and my heart stopped same as my body about 2 steps away from him.My eyes still on his face I just couldn't look away from that smile.

It took me a second to hear his question but I laughed it of.

He seriously asked me if I was out hunting for him.I mean I would have thought the same but it wasn't planned.

My sneaky answer made him speechless for a second and I smiled.

Shouldn't have done that since his smile turned into a smirk and he came closer.

Fuck...fuck..fuck

My body went into alarm mode but I controlled it until he asked me what I was really up to with that dark tone in his voice.

Having him so close was doing things to my mind and my body reacted to him even more.

Luckily my brain worked still and I got a naughty answer ready.Before it got to intense I turned around and sat down on a bench beside us.

Looking up at him I asked if he would like to stay with me for a while and seeing his careful look I added that I am not a groupie that wants to use him.

He laughed again and sat down beside me.We talked about his former bands and I added some stories from me so he didn't felt like it was an interview.Somehow he seemed to relax a little when he noticed that.

After a while his phone buzzed. He laughed when I asked if he was already missed but added that I should get home too. Safe to say I would have sat with him for hours.

I stood up first but he followed shortly after standing so close I could smell him and nearly feel him.

He asked me to stay in contact and I worked hard not to be as visible shocked as I felt.I smiled at his offer and gave him my phone.

When he gave it back I remembered that I had him as wallpaper.

Shiiittt

But he didn't seem to mind.

I wanted to hug him soo bad but I knew he was shy so I wouldn't do it without his permission.

I kicked my invisible ass and asked him.

Safe to say I didn't expected him to grab me and hug me so thight while laughing I wanted to never let go.

He felt so good..perfect height difference for me to have my head on his chest.

Way to soon he let go and we said our good-byes.Only a few steps away I heard him ask me for my name. And I laughed yeah we didn't got to that.

I told him my name and waved.

Fuck did that really happen?!?

I was in denial the entire way home and got butterfly's that turned into jets everytime a thought about his laugh and his body pressed against me.

When I got home I had some things to do so my mind cleared up.Thankfully my battery operated boyfriend was loaded.After 2 rounds I finally fell asleep.