Sodo's Heart

Chapter 4

The last couple of days Swiss grew more and more distant to me. When I asked him what was going on he didn't really answer.He didn't even react to me tries to kiss him. That was wierd but maybe he just needed some time to think. Since that thing we had started we used every free second to be together.Maybe he needed a break. "Hey Sodo,can I talk to you for a minute?" I was just about to pack my guitar away when Rain asked. "Sure." He sad down next to me. "Do you know what's going on with Swiss the last couple of days?" he asked seemingly worried. "No,why?" He just moved his shoulders. "I don't know. He just seemed quite on edge." So even Rain saw it. "Did U two got into a fight or something?" I was to shocked to answer right away.He must have noticed it because right after that he said: " Yes,I know you have something going on.And before you ask no Iám okay with it.I saw Swiss switching beds one morning." I was happy to hear that.So I decided to open up to him since he seemed really worried about Swiss too. "I really don't know. He refused to talk to me." Rain just looked at me. "Yeah I tried talking to him too. Same outcome." Okay so now I was worried. "I might know a way to make him talk but I need ur help." I told Rain my plan and he was okay with it right away. Just in time for the show to start.We did our usuall flirting but this time stepped it up a notch. Since I knew Swiss would be watching me. So instead of just touching Rains chest as normal I reached for his throat and slightly choked him. It didn't work for the show so the next evening we got further by me cuddling into him,laying my head on his shoulder whenever I could. Altough we all wore maskes so I couldn't see his reaction right away.But what saw next made me gasp.That fucker He was standing on his stage as always.When the song ended he took his guitar behind his back holding it in place.The guitarstrap wrapped around his neck. Closing further when he pulled on the guitar chocking himself with it.Unholy fuck that was hot It didn't take long to have a reaction on his pants and mine to.He pulled the guitar back in place not before rearranging his cock on full display. I got back into playing and waited for the second part of my plan to start. Shortly after I walked in the direction of Phan and Rain when Rain got down on his knees before me right beside Swiss's stage. I gave a small nod to Rain to tell him it might had worked finally.When it came to the goodbye's to our fans I was throwing some picks to them. When Swiss came forward he grabbed me from behind at my waist and pushed me slightly back at him.While his big hand went down. His fingers not so slightly playing with my cock again. Fast I put my hand ontop of his to hide what he was doing and hide my hardened cock. That fucker just laughed. He turned to me. "Teasing me, Sunshine?" he asked smirking through his mask while his free hand reached for one of my piercings through the uniform and slightliy moving it. "Behind the bus in 10." he whispered and went on like nothing happened. I went back to change fast meeting Rain. "It worked?" he asked. "Maybe do me a favour and keep Phan away from the bus." He nodded and I went out to meet Swiss. He was already waiting for me.What made me stop in my tracks was his face.It was a frozen hard mask not showing any feelings. "There u are." I started but he didn't even look at me.He leaned on the bus. I was about to say something but he moved his hand to sign me to stop. " So you and Rain,he?" he asked without any emotion in his voice. Fuck that hurt much more than I wanted to admit. His coldness ripped my heart to pieces.I was about to answer when he continued. " Don't u dare deny it.I saw every damm thing!" Oh shit he was mad,real mad. That plan backfired big time. " I needed time to think and u just hopped on to the next cock in reach?!? Were I such a lousy lay for you? Interchangeable at ur will?" by that last part his voice broke. Fuuucckk nooo he was crying. Fuck what should I say? That was the first time he looked at me since i arrived and I saw his tears.My heart broke right there.I had tried so hard to tell myself that I didn't love him. That he doesn't meant something to me like that.It was a lie from the start. I fucking loved that big dumb teddybear,my devil,my Swiss! "I...." I started stepping closer to him. "Don't come near me ever again!" He was about to run away.No... Fuck ... NOO! "Swiss stop!" I flinshed when Rains loud voice came from the front of the bus. Swiss turned around to face him. Right when he was about to say something Phan came around the bus too.Oh Shit.