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CHAPTER 27

Did I do the right thing or did I just ruin my life?

NO ONE POV

As she walked into the changing room she sat down in front of her vanity.

Putting all of her stuff in her bag, and looking into the mirror slowly tears started flowing down her face.

Looking at her face in the mirror made her feel sick.

Not being able to hold in anymore she full-on started crying trying her best not to scream.

Putting her hands on her face feeling overwhelmed by different emotions she suddenly started hitting herself on her head.

"Stupid, stupid, stupid good for nothing weak bitch." a voice in her head said.

Hearing that one certain voice in her head cursing her out made her hit herself even harder.

Feeling helpless and powerless is something she never wanted to feel again. All her hard work in gaining confidence, and happiness, and getting rid of that certain voice in her head went to the drain.

The sound of her silently weeping was all you could hear in the room.

Looking up into the mirror, she saw the reflection of her old self. "I hate you," she said with so much venom.

She felt like the reflection in the mirror was mocking her. Without a second thought, she smashed the mirror with her right hand.

Not caring that her hand was bleeding, she wiped her tears as if nothing happened and started packing the rest of her stuff.

As she was about to leave the room she looked down at her hand.

"She can't see me like this". She said to herself.

Getting the first aid kit she started treating her hand. She made sure to get rid of the evidence of her losing her mind.

After taking a deep breath she started to walk back toward the main hall of the club where they were waiting for her.

Opening the door she was faced by a man with dirty blonde hair and plump lips.

"Took you long enough I was about to go and get you," he said. Not saying anything back she walked past him.

As she walked further into the hall passing the dance floor. She could see that Changkyun gained back consciousness and that Minnie was supporting him while sitting down as he was getting medical care.

Sighing in relief she walked toward the couple. "Are you guys, okay I'm so sorry this happened" Jasmine said.

"No, it's not your fault" he immediately denied.

"It was completely out of your control," Changkyun said knowing that she will beat herself up for it.

"Thank you, Jasmine" Minnie said.

"No need to thank me it's nothing I can't handle", she said with a smile not knowing if she was trying to convince herself or the couple in front of her.

"Please take good care of each other." With that, she turned around and walked toward the man who turned her life upside down.

As she was walking towards him she took a better look at him.

He was tall, with long brown hair, and with some of his tattoos peeking through his black suit.

She had to admit that he was not bad looking.

He looked very dominant with his hands in his pockets as he was talking to GD.

GD was the first one to notice her. He could only look at her with apologetic eyes. She knew he did everything he could.