Baby Bear

4

Tae's Pov

-I have been living with Mrs. Kim  for a week. They are so nice to me. I can't believe what I have done. Everything was right, just because of my stupidity I am here today.I am scared of telling my parents about it. What if they hate me?
But I know they love me so much..but the thought of disappointing them is horrible.-

-It's evening and I'm on my way to their house.  Today I had to go for a checkup, Mrs. Kim forced me to go. I'm 5 weeks pregnant. I always wanted to have a child but not this way. I wanted to marry first and be with only one guy who loves me.
But I have to change now...I can't be depressed. This is not fair for the baby.-

I was so in thoughts that I didn't realize that I arrived at home.
"I'm home"

Mrs. Kim came out of the kitchen ..

"Oh Taehyung-ah , How was your day? You went to the doctor?"

I handed her the groceries I bought on the way.

"Yes, Mrs. Kim, I went to the doctor, everything is good. And then I went to college for some lectures."
I gave brief description of my day to Mrs. Kim while she was preparing the dinner.
I didn't realize how easy it is to talk to her , she is such a good woman.

She handed me some fruits she had chopped, to eat. Well...I was so hungry.
I finished them as soon as she gave them.
Now ...I'm embarrassed.

"Oh honey.. you must be hungry"
I nodded with my red face.
She laughed after seeing my red face.

She handed me some more fruits which I didn't deny. She just patted my head.

"Taehyung, go and wash up .. dinner will be ready soon".

I went up to shower.

-I recently don't like shower, during shower I have so time to think which always left me with this heart-wrenching emotions.
My wolf is so upset with whole situation that's why he is quiet which making everything more worse. I love my wolf.
We don't deserve this. But I have to be stronger...-

I saw myself in the mirror. I placed my hand on the tummy which is still flat. After few months it will be a full little human.
I heard Mrs. Kim calling me.
I wore my clothes and went downstairs.

I saw him.

Kim Seokjin..

-He is Mrs. Kim' son . He is an alpha .
An alpha with a really enticing and comforting scent. I've never felt this way with any alpha..his mere presence can make me feel secure...
But we haven't exchanged more than just  few words in last 7 days.
Actually I am glad..I don't want to be with any alpha right now...I just don't want to be near them. I used to think that not everyone is like this..but now I can't say this ..alphas are worse-

I shook my head again...my mind is full of negativity right now ..I have to shake my head to remove these thoughts.

I went into the kitchen.
Seokjin looked at me,and smiled or tried to smile ,he was helping his mother with setting the dinner table. he is here tonight for dinner, usually he doesn't eat with us or specifically in my presence.
I smiled back, which was so hard. I'm feeling so guilty that these are the people who helped me and I can't even smile without force. I want to cry right now.

We all settled and I thanked for the dinner.
We ate in silence..only Mrs. Kim was talking about things and asking us about our days.

But I was surprised when Seokjin talked to me...he asked.
"Did you apply for owp?"
I looked at Seokjin .
"I don't know what is this?"
Then Seokjin explained to me..

OWP means omega welfare policy- it is an university policy which is related to the omega care and welfare act written in constitution. This was introduced when survey showed that a large portion of omega population within the age of 17 to 23 are pregnant ,in which mostly are pregnant with unwanted pregnancies..
So, this policy supports those omegas who do not want to leave their study.
This policy provides pregnant omega a flexible schedule and less workload.
with some other benefits.
It is so common for a pregnant omega to continue their study,now.

Seokjin explained everything,he even told me how to apply for it. Mr. Kim encouraged me that I should apply for tomorrow.
I felt so much at better. As if one of the problem has been solved.
It was the first time Seokjin had talked to me directly about something...
But is it just me who feels that Seokjin is avoiding me. No .. that's not the case.

I should not overthink.
"Just sleep ,Taehyung "

"Good night ,baby" I whispered to my child while rubbing my  belly.

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