HUSSLE & LOLO

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💙HUSSLE💙

Getting hit in the back of my head with a glass bottle had really rocked my world. Between the swelling, meds, mood swings and the memory loss. I almost took the biggest loss, my girl.

Took me almost 4 months to snap out my fog.  When I finally came to all the way, I was ashamed to even approach her if it wasn't face to face. Samantha and Blacc had been encouraging me to reach out. I told them I'd feel it out at graduation. I was at Sammy's kickback but I didn't want to upset her, so i stayed in the room.

Blacc showed me the pictures afterwards...
LoLo was sexy as hell. I only hoped i had a chance to be in her good graces again.

My baby and my sis graduated at the top of their class. All the cords and sashes! She was going places. Our pic went viral as soon as Sammy posted it...we looked like love 💗

Then i find out my baby is having my baby! I'm over the moon, but she was actually apprehensive. We needed to talk.

I touch her arm, LoLo can we go talk?

Umm sure Ermias.

Sammy  sits on the couch watching TV

We go in the room and she slides out of her heels and i sit across from her on the bed.

I take her foot and massage it.

I know I haven't been the most amazing person to you in the recent past. I'm ashamed my accident caused me to be disrespectful,arrogant and ignorant. I'm truly sorry for those actions.

I'm forever grateful and fortunate that you stuck around as long as you did considering my behavior. On top of growing our child.

LoLo is streaming tears.

She clears her throat you really hurt me deeply, Ermias.  She pulls herself into a sitting position. Can you unzip me please?

Definitely. I unzip her and watch her dress slide to the floor. I  cup her shoulders and kiss the top of her head. I love you Lolo. You mean everything to me. Thank you for taking care of me and loving on me when i was at my worst . If you can find it in your heart to let me be your man again, I'm ready. Whatever you want me to do!

She breaks free from my embrace and goes to the bathroom puking her guts up.  I go tend to her and get her comfortable before cleaning the bathroom up.

I wash my hands and ask her what she wanted me to do next?

Can you get me some crackers out the cabinet.

Sammy looks up when i come out the room. Everything good? She looks hopeful.

LoLo is throwing up she wants some crackers...

I return with the crackers and some water. I set everything up and  get her a bucket with some  pines and water in case she didn't make it.

She says don't stand there and stare at me, get in the bed.

I do as instructed, and we end up in a nap.

When we wake up. All the things i had ordered arrived. All her flowers, balloons,clothes, cards handwritten by me and more. The most important was in my coat pocket.

LoLo says HUSSLE!  

I rush back in the room. Yes, LoLo?

I have to be outta here in 2 days.

Okay. What's the plan?

I'm going to grad school, but what are we going to do about this baby?

Let me say this first, i very much want my baby, but...