While preparing, I'm praying for guidance. I hope it will turn good. What if we keep on dating and still have no feelings for him? He would be in pain, right? I don't want to hurt him because he is such a good guy. I personally think it would be easy to reject him if he were cruel, but he's not so it's not that easy. He doesn't deserve to be hurt, but I can't really promise him I can like him back.
I should be happy that I will experience a proper date, but why am I still nervous? You know, he's really a good friend. I know we're just friends, nothing more than that. As much as I wanted to reject his date proposal, I don't really want to hurt him more since I know that I can't really love him. It's just that I was left with no choice but to accept the date because I think that's the better way to do it as of now. Both ways can hurt him, and I don't know what to do.
I just sighed. I'm just going to go with the flow.
Anyway, do I look good?
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Hyunjae POV
Both of us are preparing. He really has a good fashion sense, which is why I try to dress well too. I'm ecstatic about this date. I'm aware that this is for testing only but I'm already preparing myself for the situation in which he will reject me, but I'll make sure to make him fall in love with me with my charms.
I know you're curious about how I look today. So here's a sneak peek.
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Do we look good together? Can we ever be a good couple?
After thinking those thoughts, I asked Chanhee if he was ready.
"Are you ready, pretty lady?"
"Are you for real?"
"Of course!"
"Let's go before I change my mind"
I laughed at his response. We hop in the car so we can arrive at the restaurant exactly at lunchtime.
"Since it's traffic, do you mind playing a song?"
"I don't mind"
I can't be your love Cause I'm afraid I'll ruin your life While the leaves withered away And grew again You have gone far away I'll be pushing up daisies And bring all the chances to here
But I'll pray for you all the time If I could be by your side I'll give you all my life, my seasons By your side, I'll be your seasons
My love~~~~~
"W-what's with the song?"
"It's random. It's playing on FM."
"Really? Anyway, do you think it's already fine if I go back to my house after this?"
"You can't. I never had the chance to report him that day, so it's much better if you stay at my house. We don't know where he is hiding.
"O-okay"
I'm sorry, Chanhee; actually, that guy was really arrested. I'm very sorry, Chanhee, but please let me be selfish this one time. I promise that this will be the first and last time that I am selfish.
