Scent | l.hj x c.ch (milnyu) THE BOYZ

CHAPTER 16

Chanhee POV

"Chanhee, I'm going to ask you. Will you be my boyfriend?"

"I'm still confused"

"You just said earlier that you're starting to like me back. What's confusing there?"

"Can't you understand? I said I'm still confused!"

"But-"

"No!"

"Why? Are you scared?"

"I'm not. I'm just asking you to leave."

"Why?"

"I said leave!"

"Give me a reason"

"I just want you to leave. Isn't that enough reason?"

"I deserve to know"

"If you still want to save our friendship, then leave. That's the only thing I'm asking for."

"Okay, I'll leave. If that's what you want"

With that, he left me.

I go to my room and cried out loud.

I'm sorry, Hyunjae. You don't deserve someone like me. You're a nice man, but all I do is hurt you. Please love someone else. I really, really love you, Hyunjae. How I wish I was nice to you. I love you, but I also don't want to be with you. You deserve to be with someone who's the girl version of you. I'd be willing to love you if I were good enough, but I really am not. I think I will feel guilty if we get together. I wish both of us could fall out of love and turn into friends. That's the only relationship I can offer. But remembering that I hurt you, I think I don't even deserve to be friends with you.

I'm sorry if this is very short. From now on, every chapter will be fast-paced because I'm really busy and I need to finish this book. Thank you so much. Love y'all.