𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑝 ✧🜚 - a ddot fan fiction

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aubrey pov *+
When notti sent me a "hes on the way" text my heart sank. Something told me that i needed to tell him about what just happend. I knew it be better than holding it, cause if he found out later it just wouldn't be good. I called notti.

"im gonna tell him everything.." i say
"alr you lmk what goes down"
"we love ya stinka" chanel says

I smile creeps on my face but as a hung up i heard knocks at the door. I checked and made sure i looked okay then went to open the front door. There he was. His curly hair was out and he had on navy blue nike tech, he looked so good, but i needed to focus him, i wanted him back.
Although i needed to tell him, when i opened the door i couldn't find words to say, neither could he. He stood there looking me up and down.
"you can come in d"
He walks in and i lead him to my room. He already knows where it is i just happened to be in front of him.  We make it to my room and i sit on my bed and he sits on my desk chair.
"hey darrian"
a small grin was put on his face. i guess he missed the way i said his name.
"hey my love" he put his face in between his hands.
I was thrown off by the sweet words that were still used, i guess he was trying his best to stay calm, i know he wants to strangle me right now.

"well, are you mad at me?" i push out of my mouth
"mad not the word i'm just upset"
"why d?" i tilt my head
"that day when you came down and everybody was hugging on you and shit, i felt left out as fuck. At first it was just the girls i was okay, then dd came and wrapped his arm around your shoulder i was thrown. Then you gave notti a hug and i wanted to be no where but home. I was upset you ain told me whatever happened  but everybody else knew."  he looked down at the floor. This was my first time seeing ddot express his feelings, i felt so guilty that i didn't know what to say.
"i'm sorry.. i would have told you but i didn't want to see you hurt" i tell the truth
"mama you still ain't told me yet, what's gon possibly hurt me more" he looks at me with wet eyes. Ddot wanted to cry!? It made my eyes water and i couldn't even say anything. So i just gave him my wrist.
"aj what this got to d-"
"just look at it d" i cut him off
He grabs my hand and turns it different ways trying to figure out what's wrong but there it is. Big scares lined my wrist along with a burn mark. I look at ddot who has his head down. The silence was loud, but it was broken by sniffles.
"mama.. did i make you do this?" he looks up at me with tears in his eyes.
"i- no, the reason i moved fr is cause after all that bullying bs i tried to kill myself, and i relapsed a couple months ago. Eva caught me in the bathroom that one day, dd caught me another day, and notti came that day to cheer me up. I didn't want to hurt you i'm sorry"
"i know aj.." he sniffles