My Dilemma

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Kamryn Stones

It was now 2am and I haven't been able to sleep whatsoever. I've been plotting places nearby that he might have taken her and I contacted the police myself to help look for her.

So far nothing, how are there so many people involved, yet not a single one of them is helpful? Useless fucking humans.

If someone doesn't find this girl I'll fucking kill him myself.

I was sat on the sofas downstairs after telling Kehlani that I didn't feel tired around 10pm. I had done nothing but stare at the ceiling continuously and tap my fingers against the table in-front of me.

Someone has to find her.

Madison was so obnoxiously annoying, she always had to be right about everything and anything. But there was no denying the fact that she was beautiful. Even if she didn't let me see that side to her, I know her soul was pure. Purer than I'd ever imagine.

I didn't always have a black heart, in fact there's a story behind why I am the way that I am. It's just hard letting someone in, I never thought I'd want to do that ever again.

Yet with her, even just being in her presence for a few minutes makes me want to reveal all my secrets. And I hate her for it. I hate how much of my attention she has without trying.

I'm starting to think that I don't hate her at all, I hate how she makes me feel.

But it's only a thought.

I answered my phone quickly the second it rang, "hey have you found anything?"

"There's been reports of a huge crash on the side roads, by the red cabin."

"Was she in the car?" I stood up while waiting for a reply.

"We don't know-"

"How do you not know?" is she fucking kidding? It's been hours. How can you not know who was in an accident? Just check for the body. Is it really that hard?

"There's only been two people found in the cars so far, Jake is one of them."

I muttered, "is he alive?" please say no.

"No, him and another woman are dead, she looks a little older. She looks like the photo you sent me but 20 years older. I'm here myself if you want me to check anything else."

"The car that the woman was found in, what side of it is smashed?"

"Do you want me to be honest or to lie?"

"Honestly you useless piece of shit."

She stays quiet, "sorry, I'm sorry, just what side did he hit?"

I struggled to utter the words out. Please don't be the passenger side.

"The entire thing is smashed, looks like Jacob rammed it off the road. If she was in this accident-"

"We both know it wasn't an accident," I ran my fingers through my hair angry.

"She wouldn't have survived this."

Well where the fuck is she then?

"Kamryn?"

"I'm here. I- I'm just," I took a deep breath, "can you urm check the woman's wrist?"

"What am I checking for?"

"A silver watch."