I Never Stopped Loving You | JEONGCHEOL

You're mine.

🔞 NSFW

Jeonghan felt someone's touch and opened his eyes to Seungcheol leaning towards him. He met Seungcheol's eyes and didn't break the gaze.

"Why won't you give me a second chance, Jeonghannie??" Seungcheol murmured.

"Why do you think so, Coups?" Jeonghan murmured back.

"I don't know. I don't know anything anymore. I just know you're back in my life and I never want to let you go again." Seungcheol tilted his head and kissed Jeonghan.

Jeonghan felt his warm dry full lips covering his soft ones and closed his eyes. He wanted to get lost in the sensations and never wake up again.

Why is everything so difficult?? Why do I have to look out for myself?? Why can't I be like this forever? In the warmth of embrace of someone whose existence I actually appreciate.

Jeonghan opened his eyes, held Seungcheol's neck and deepend the kiss which made Seungcheol open his eyes and stare at Jeonghan.

They sat up with Seungcheol straddling Jeonghan while never breaking the kiss. Jeonghan searched for more of Seungcheol's skin and when he couldn't find any, he started unbuttoning his shirt.

Seungcheol halted Jeonghan by putting his hand over Jeonghan's and looked him in the eyes.

"No." He started standing up when Jeonghan pulled his arm making him loose his balance a little.

"What no? Stop messing with me. I want this and it's easy sex for you. Don't try me Seungcheol." Jeonghan warned.

Seungcheol leaned took Jeonghan's face in one hand and squeezes Jeonghan's cheeks.

"Listen to me you bag of mixed signals, I'm not going to play with you anymore.And stop acting as if I'm the one using you for sex. You're the one who is using me if I remember correctly. You fuck me and then you want me to get lost while all I want is for you to talk to me like a fucking human. That's disrespectful af and such a fuckboy behaviour. Look at me carefully. Do you think I need you for easy sex?? Please you're as much opposite from easy as it could get Jeonghan. Ever since I saw you at the restaurant, you're the only thing I can think of. You're on my mind all the time." He kissed Jeonghan roughly while bending in front of sofa.

He broke the kiss. "If we do this, you're mine. There's no going back. Make your mind."

He kept looking at Jeonghan but no reply came.

Jeonghan looked at Seungcheol's expectent face and felt frustration building up in his heart. I could say yes and put all of this behind me. Let us have a fresh start and possibly happy ending. God knows I deserve it. Jeonghan gulped. What about the hurt he caused you?? Are you going to forgive him so easily? Is this fair to your younger self who was broken by Seungcheol so carelessly?

Jeonghan saw in his eyes when it clicked for Seungcheol that he would not be getting any answer from Jeonghan. He blinked, lowered his head and stood up straight.

He turned to go towards the door and stopped. He said with his back to Jeonghan. "Fuck you Jeonghan. Fuck your lust filled eyes, your lazy smile, your eyebrows that tick when you're stressed and smile lines around your mouth after you laugh unstoppably. Fuck you and your goddamn grudge against me."

Jeonghan didn't know what to do. He wanted Seungcheol. That much was clear with the tent his pajama was sporting. But was Seungcheol good for his heart? His confidence, his self esteem which he had build up from the ground after Seungcheol lad left him. Well technically he left Seungcheol but that's just semantics.